I remember

my head feels like it's going to break, because I have to think about this abstractness. My heart was burning with the flames of anger, both hands wanting to choke them both immediately, and the legs that were ready to kick that anytime.

"You did What?! " of course I will shock like this, when I heard that thing of beyond the limits of sanity. although Evan's face was bowed with regret, it would not affect to me.

"I'm very sorry for what happened, miss. I also represent Your majesty." He said, "But How can you just trust the words of a street fortune teller ?!" I'm frowned.

"Tha-Thats.. " I like Evan's handsome face who can't explain like this, because he is usually a calm person. But!! I don't like the reason they kidnapped me.

"First of all, he is a stranger, how can you be so trusting in the words of strangers?" I'm pointed at Evan, "You two are adults! how can it be explained how dangerous it is to trust strangers, what if they intend to kill you?" I took a deep breath, " and secondly, How can you thought that I the one who's made all of you. "

I saw Evan's mouth want to say a few words, okay! I'm ready to reply to all your words, how can two adults like them believe the words of a strange person on the road? if he's a crazy person who just rambles carelessly, then they believe? Looks like I'm not the only fool in this world, eh I mean their world. but he didn't say anything, as if his mouth was locked in something.

"please... " I'm begging you, "Speak to me, Evan. " he just silently looked at me, and again he bowed his head lethargic. It's no use to do this, I lose my control again.

"He will not speak, until I ordered it. " That voice, suddenly I'm looked back and found Prince Adriel sitting, scratching his head. how could he always wake up quickly, even after I kicked it?

"You majesty! " Evan was so excited when he saw his master woke up, like a child who finally saw his father after being squeezed by a strange person, and I was that strange person. "I'm sorry make you wait for the answer, Miss Uri. But, there's no other option. " he saw me so listless.

"you can imagine, your life is isolated and not respected by anyone. like you are a shame that has been born into this world, just because you are a little different from the others."

he looked out the window, "humiliated, insulted, distinguished and even thrown into the middle of nowhere like this." then slowly his bloody eyes glanced at me, "who do you think will not lose his mind, if that happens to you?"

"I've lost once, But not this time." he clenched the blanket so strongly. This atmosphere, I don't like it. this seemed to force me to feel sorry for him, even though my mind said differently.

he frowned, "you can take her out with you, Evan." Evan instantly stretched his hand towards me as if inviting me to go, "miss?"

"B-But he's-" I stopped when Evan saw me like that, as if to say that this was not the right time to argue with him, "miss? may I?" Feeling pressured by Evan's gaze, I just nodded slowly. Evan then took me out of the room.

He pulled my hand without thinking of his grip that hurt my wrist, "Evan.. please slow down. " he doesn't even hear me, what suddenly possesses him? Evan, who is usually calm, turned into a mess like this.

"Evan! " he was surprised and finally stopped, "Stop this, my wrist hurt. " I said while holding pain in my wrist. "I-I apologize for my bad, Miss Uri. " he let go of my hand slowly, as if this would be a precious diamond ... ah, being treated gently by that handsome guy is really make my heart happy abysmally~ Wait what ?! Right! how can I imagine something else! You stupid.

He just silently turned his back on me, although his tall body was as straight as a newly trained soldier, I could feel that his heart was currently in turmoil.

at this time he was screwed. he tried to remain strong with what had happened, so.. what had happened to you guys really was that bad?

I don't know it's appropriate or not because I feel sorry for making you like that, because I myself don't know if I've ever made this sad story. maybe not a sad story, it's just that each character's point of view is different.

of course, because they are villains, wherever the story is ... bad people won't be happy, because they feel that their happiness has been taken away by the main character. happiness on the basis of such envy, ... will never meet its end.

"Prince Adriel isn't that stupid, miss. He did all this after a few weeks of thinking about all the consequences." finally Evan spoke with his voice growing smaller and smaller, "You can see for yourself how this place is. " He turn back and see me.

"barren, full of wild animals and left behind, Even for ordinary people, this place is like a curse." I can agree with what he said, seeing the unkempt building and the green garden full of flowers that are usually in the house of a royal family instead like a desert grave.

"and His Majesty endured with all these for many years. many people left him, even the few who stayed got the rumor that they were forced by his majesty." he clenched his fists.

"That's why I offered his majesty to follow the fortune teller's words," he puffed out his chest, "I'm the fool you are supposed to blame, Miss Uri!"

"I'm not said that you two are fools. " I lowered my head, and recalled if I had ever said they were stupid. "but I am that adult who suggests the words of the stranger, miss." he insulted himself even with such a confident face. Are all handsome people always full of confidence?

rather than arguing about who is the most stupid, it's better if I confirm something, "What did the fortune teller say, Evan? until you really believe what he said."

I saw Evan trying to remember it, then his happy face made me believe that he had found what he was looking for, like a kid who just knew the answer that was gifted with candy, "Your fate will change at two different times. His hands are softer than goose feathers Will re-carve your destiny. With the name as bright as the Divine blessing, He is a god who is foretold."

"that's what he told us. " his smile with an innocent face, WHY GOD!!!?? WHY?!! you send this blessful person to this harsh world. I feel more sorry that I made him, rather than that insolent prince.

I like how the fortune teller described me ... hehe, but that doesn't make sense! how do they know who I am and where I live ?!

"How can you know my name and where I live?" I'm crossed my arm. "Ah, that's. we Use some magic into it." He said.

Magic? ah, I forgot that I came to this Unknown world because of that kind of magic like Harry Potter. so magic exists in this world.

"But that's magic Doesn't work if there are no items related to you. " he emitted a light from his palm, then the light formed a magic circle with strange writing, "The fortune teller said if we had met you, we would have to give this thing to you. so I thought that, this thing is related to you. "

after the blinding light disappeared, a paper appeared in Evan's palm. Wow, I remember the circus that I went to last time, even though it ended badly because I kicked a clown. "This, it's own to you. " He said

I took the paper, then unfolded it which looked dull. it's said..

'Gabriel' 'Adriel' 'Evander' 'Skiie' 'Kash' 'Flavia' 'Zadine' 'Arkatama' 'Eknath' 'Isolde'

But what shocked me is, the writing is on the edge of the paper and enclosed in brackets. it's said, 'Ma'.

my chest feels tight, my legs are paralyzed, my hands are trembling and my eyes seem to be burning with fire so that it doesn't stop shedding tears. no doubt, this is indeed my writing. this collection of reference names is indeed me looking for it, but how can that be? why is this paper still intact even after I burned it.

This terrible feeling of regret is what I hate the most in my life, that's why I always hide it behind all my gratitude every day. I always hoped that I would never find this paper again for the rest of my life, But why? why does this thing have to be in the hands of those who are the result of this names?

I can't stop crying, "miss? are you okay? " even Evan's voice was faint in my ears. don't drown in your regret Lyra! you have to hold on! there must be a reason why the fortune teller gave this old paper.. Reason?

This name.. all of this, I remember everything, where I got it, the meaning and story behind each name in this paper.

I suddenly ran to the place where I was before, for some reason my memory is so smooth at this time.

I wiped tears until my snot, I could not help my smile continued to be on my lips. I can't wait to tell him about this.

BRAKKK!

I don't care if the large carved door hinge was broken because of my push, I can't help this happy feeling now, "I... I.. "

he saw me confused, "wh-what have you done to my door!? don't grin like that, looking worse than your face before." well I admit he really could not say politely and wisely, but I can't help this feeling to say it.

"Adriel! " I looked up my head looking at him, "What?" he saw me with his head slightly bent to equalize my height.

"Right now," I don't know how big my smile is to make my eyes close like this, " I remember You. " but what I'm asking is, why can I be so happy because I can remember him?

"You.."

"just remember now?" okay, now his eyes look at me as if to cut off my head anytime.

"eh!.. that's not it .." I averted my gaze to avoid his horrible stare, "actually your name reminds me of someone before..." I looked at the geese who were playing in the pool through window, "but not from any of my story .."

"Really?" finally he began to drink his tea and his attention was diverted, "is he the person you hate and made him the inspiration to make me?"

Ah, this cockroach trash bin ...

I just don't like your harsh and cold nature, doesn't mean I hate you.

"I don't hate it..." For some reason remembering it makes my heart hurt, "I never even hated it."

"I-I just accidentally.. forgot it. "

it's like remembering it makes my chest hurt, my hands are trembling with just a few words .. some things that should have remained in the past were why should come now, and force me to recall them.

when this happens, I'd better just die.

Die?

why do I have to die because of something stupid like that ?! ah stop all this Lyra !! You can't poison yourself with this feeling anymore.

stop day dreaming and thingking 'bout that damn past, it's better to look at insolent prince Adriel.. even though his attitude is like rubbish, but still his face was so damn hands-

eh? what's wrong with him? why is he looking at me like that? he looked straight at me with his bloody red eyes. no longer teasing me about how evil I made him to be like this, he was silent ... and kept staring at me, it felt awkward. I don't like this staring contest!

Please wind or dust or whatever, make him blink or put sand in his eyes so he doesn't keep staring at me like this! it's really embarrassing to seen by a handsome person for too long.

at that moment my feelings immediately told me to close my eyes and hold my breath for as long as I could. I don't know what happened, but without me realizing it, my hands moved on their own and my breath caught in an instant.

I did close my eyes and mouth, but I could not lie to my ears. I heard the prince was suddenly in pain

"Ah! shit my eyes!! What on earth is going to my eyes?! "

"your majesty are you alright?!"

eh? ehhh?!!

What has happened?? I immediately opened my hand that closed my eyes, why could I be so spontaneous as closing my eyes?

I found the prince closing his eyes in pain, while Evan was trying to calm him down. "I-It feels like something rough is coming into my eyes suddenly, like ..." he saw what was sticking to his hand after rubbing his eyes, "sand?"

Not only Evan, I was surprised to see the amount of sand that had hit his face like that. "how can there be sand in this room ?!" he glanced at the guard next to the door, "QUICKLY SPREAD! The intruder must still be around here." He shouted.

"ck! What kinda magic he use, that can penetrate my seal like this?" seal?! so this little brat can also use magic.

wait a minute?! intruder! why would an intruder enter the middle of nowhere like this? oh right. Prince's life, they definitely want to kill this insolent Prince's life. No wonder many people hate him because of his bad attitude.

"sorry, Your majesty, I have to check to make sure." even before getting permission from prince Adriel, Evan immediately made a seal in his hand with some of the spells he chanted. "Do it." Adirel replied.

"Prince! are you okay?" because seeing things suddenly made me realize that the victim was Adriel. I stepped my foot towards him, but he raised his hand as if to say to remain silent in my place.

"just stay there! don't move." one of his hands held his swollen eyes and began to emerge blue light from behind his palm, " you better don't think of something stupid, You will be killed if you step past, Evan. he just started the spell." he glanced at Evan.

Evan's face looked serious with a mouth that didn't stop muttering spells on his lips. the seal that appeared under his feet got brighter every second. lines and some letters that I didn't know appeared formed a complicated seal, but on the other hand,... the abstractness looked beautiful. It's beauty seemed to make my eyes can't be separated to always see that every new line that appears.

"URII!!!" His shout surprised me, "Don't ever see that seal! It can take your soul!" What? What did he say? take my soul? who can take souls with Light? haha.. This time your joke is out of bounds, prince.

before I realized what the meaning of prince that he said before, the light that first shined the seal under Evan's feet, then illuminated the entire room.

the light was so blinding, but my eyes could not close. I caught a glimpse of the Prince breaking through Evan which he said earlier should not be bypassed, he instead broke through, basic no opinion.

but, why you running to me with that such of face, you damn prince. if you were so vengeful with me, you should have just let me die.

Right?