She Mattered
JACK
Maybe sometimes, holding on is better than letting go. Sometimes, even when you feel like there is no choice left for you, holding on to the hope of finding your way out is better than just giving up. But then again, the situation varies with the circumstances, hence the will. Even when you have no idea of the situation at hand as well as the consequences you will face, holding on to your belief seems a far better option than letting your doubts overpower you.
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It dawned on me how much I had screwed up when I realized the pain I endured when Azura walked away. I knew it was right, however wrong it felt. I couldn’t risk her hating me more than this. She had become too dear to me, and this reason was a molehill compared to the mountain of my sins. The friends I had made through her had only made this all worse. I could deal with the minority of this situation, but I couldn't deal with the majority of reality.