HOPELESS, THE PAST

I stood before him naked, his eyes lustfully scanning me up and down "don't be afraid, come here" I walked up to him timidly confused "do you know your very pretty Susie". I nod looking at my feet. He lifts my chin to look at his hazel eyes "I want you to lay on the bed Susie and stay there okay" he says before closing the bedroom door and locking it "I'm scared" I mumble rubbing my arms he picks me up and puts me on the bed "don't be scared my pretty little Susie, I'm just showing you my love that's all" he says soothingly, touching me between my legs. He pulls his trousers down exposing his private part, "open your legs Susie and relax sweetheart , I'm gonna show you my love" he moves my legs apart placing himself in between, I whimper slightly " I don't want this uncle" he kisses me his tongue licking my bottom lip, he touches me everywhere ignoring my whimpering and tears running down my cheeks, I feel something warm between my legs pushing forward into me "uncle" I sob as pain erupts from between my legs, he keeps pushing forward into me and soon my sobs turn to screams of pain as he pushes in and out from between my legs. "shut it Susie I'm giving you my love you should be grateful" he growls covering my mouth with his palm. My screams that day where nothing but whispers in the wind, I was 10 years old that day too innocent to know what sex or **** was. My uncle that day stripped me of my virginity, robbed me of my innocence and left me bleeding and sticky on his bed and he erased the evidence and threaten that if I told my parents or anyone he will **** and kill my little sister violet. So I stayed quiet, two years later my parents had an accident both died leaving to orphan children behind a 12 year old girl and a 6 year old girl named violet. Custody went to my uncle the same one who raped me two years ago, fear gripped my heart as he hugged me and my sister and I knew better than to hope for an escape from his grasp.