The Scale

Was it worth it? Risking it all?

Now that Rose and I made up I've gone back to having something to lose.

Making up with her was probably a bad idea fueled by the drugs being pumped into my veins, if I were normal I wouldn't have apologized because love makes someone weak.

So what could I do? Go back to ignoring her?

I mean, I do care about her but trying to get her to escape with me would be a liability, easier to get caught, and who knows what her supervisor friends are sticking in her, maybe they can read her mind.

I don't trust them.

It had been some time since my incident in the dormitories and with every waking second in that room, I felt more suffocated and tired than I had ever been in the past, it affected me quickly and I almost couldn't stand staying in there.

I had finished reading the diary/notebook I had found, some useful information in there but nothing groundbreaking.