I'm Coming For You!.
Waking up from sleep, Ariel yawned and stretched herself on the bed tiredly. She got up from the bed and found her way to her bathroom.
She went over to the bathtub, flipping a lever near the faucet releasing water into the bathtub. She flipped it off when it got filled adding shower gel and then went over to the lavatory.
Taking a toothbrush, she spilled toothpaste on its mouth and into her mouth it went. She rubbed her tongue rough and hard making sure it was clean.
She wanted to wash out Carter's taste in her tongue, she wanted to wipe out Carter's scent off her body entirely.
He cheated on her, he fucking cheated on her. He had no right to do that. He promised her to be hers forever but he still cheated on her and with all people he had to chest on her with. It had to be that devil incarnate Avril.
Carter made her feel special when everyone else made her feel like trash but why did he still have to cheat on her?.
She wanted to hate him but it was hard due to the fact she kept on loving him more even with him cheating on her.
Ariel thought she was finally at rest when she finally found Carter but now she had to go search for another alpha for a mate before she clocks twenty and dies.
She doesn't care if she was going to love him or not, as long as her wolf accepted him, she was going to be his mate to save herself from the curse and death to prove to the other werewolves she was just like them and not an outcast.
Would her wolf even agree to accept another person? She knew how hard it was for her wolf to accept Carter and now she has to go through another procedure of finding another mate. Her wolf was too stubborn.
She herself doesn't even know how she was going to be with someone she didn't love talking more of mating with him. Still at the thought of that, she broke the toothbrush in her hand and threw it vigorously on the wall of the bathroom.
She let out a frustrated yell holding onto the lavatory looking at herself on the mirror plastered on the wall of the bathroom.
All she could see was Avril's face in the mirror. Avril was the reason behind everything she was passing through right now.
Why did she have to have the same face with that devil incarnate?, Why did they have to be twins?. Why did they have to look so much alike?. She wanted to rip that face off so she smashed the mirror into pieces.
Thanks to their fast healing ability, her right hand healed immediately. Ariel clutched her head tightly leaning on the door of the bathroom.
It hurts! It really hurts! Her hands left her head and to her chest they landed. She threw hard punches on her chest. She was feeling hurt and in pain at the same time.
The worst thing that could happen to werewolves was losing someone they loved, it destroys them completely and takes a long period of time for them to heal. In her case, the pain she experienced right now felt like that of a werewolf that lost its mate.
Maybe this was how her father felt when her mom died when she was being born and that must be the reason he hated her so much.
Tears rolled down her pretty cheeks, she sobbed heavily. Ariel wanted to stop the tears but they just kept on rolling down her cheeks themselves.
She got off the floor, wiping the tears off her face walking towards the bathtub. She took off her clothes and climbed into the bathtub filled with warm water.
This would be her second time of attempting suicide this week but she didn't care. Wouldn't it be better for her to end everything now than die a loser trying to find another mate who would love her. As if it was possible for her to find another.
Ariel stayed underwater for a minute and when she felt like she was running out of breath, she quickly jerked up from the water holding onto the tub sides gasping for air desperately. She wanted to kill herself but her wolf wouldn't let her.
"Stupid wolf" she cursed softly under her breath sulking her teeth.
She then relaxed herself comfortably on the bathtub resting her head on the edge of it. Taking water into her hands, she poured them on her body.
Ariel closed her eyes while humming a song, she roamed her mind searching for any happy memories she could find to help soothe her mind and relieve herself of the pain and suffering she was passing through.
Recalling a memory of her and Carter together. She was resting her head on his arm pretending to sleep while Carter played along with her hair.
Hot tears rolled down her cheeks as she recalled those memories she once cherished. Ariel tried stopping the tears from rolling but it refused to stop.
"Get your senses together Ariel" She slapped her cheek at both sides twice trying to get a grip of herself.
"Avril might have snatched Carter away but she hasn't won yet, I have to fight back because I am no weakling" She said to herself, trying to rid herself of the grieve.
"Carter didn't deserve you, he doesn't own you" She continued, "Fuck him, fuck Avril, fuck father, fuck this fucked up world!" She cursed out loudly at no one in particular.
"I have to fight back, I have to show everyone that I am no weakling, I am mighty and strong" Ariel kept on encouraging herself, laughing non-stop like a maniac. She would soon go insane.
She reached out for a washcloth using it to scrub her skin softly, she sniffed, playing and popping bubbles produced by the shower gel she added in the water earlier.
"Ariel raised her head, staring up at the ceiling of the bathroom. She stayed like that for a few moments, closing her eyes and taking in a deep breath, she let it out at once.
"You are strong Ariel, you're not weak" She murmured to herself in a low tone.
"Avril this isn't the end, this is just the beginning, I promise I'm going to make sure you pay for all the pains you have caused me sister, I'm coming for you!".