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For the first time John heard a baby crying from inside the operating room. The operating room? Yes, Reva was forced to perform a c-section due to excessive bleeding. The child that was born did not cry anymore, while Reva was still affected by the drugs injected into her surgery. Reva looks very pale, her blood pressure is weakening, and her heart rate is also weakening. As the doctor presupposes,..

'The chance that Mrs. Reva might survive after the normal childbirth is 10% or 1 hour after childbirth. While the chances of Mrs. Reva surviving a c-section are less than 10% or roughly a few minutes after the surgery is completed.'

John can only surrender to the present. He hoped God would give Reva a long life, so that they could live happily with his small family in the future.

John had been allowed to enter the operating room, so he went directly to his wife and child. He cried. He wept with happy cries as well as cries of sorrow. Happy that his son survived, and sad that because his wife was at death's door.

John wanted to replace the death of his beloved wife, willing to leave his wife and child first. But unfortunately, that could not have happened so easily. It's God's will that he shouldn't argue with God's absolute decision.

Again and again, John uttered a prayer for the safety of his beloved wife Reva Clanara. He kissed his wife's cold forehead. The pink lips had turned to pale lips and cold too. Pallor. That's the exact word to describe reva's current state.

Pip━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

The sisters and doctors were facing his head as a final tribute to Reva Clanara's departure from this world. John wept as he embraced Reva's body, and he felt like he was failing to be a husband.

'Eak... Eak... Eak... '

Suddenly the baby that Reva had been born cried, the baby seemed to feel the bitterness of losing a mother. John approached the baby, carrying it with great care and carrying it right to Reva's lifeless body to the left. John smiled in her tears, they were so similar.

John wipes away his tears, "De-deva C-cla-ano, welcome, son." John said with a quivering voice.

'Deva Clano' that's the name he gave to his son who was born the moment Reva Clanara left the world. It was also a good name that enabled John Alexandria to remember his love story with a Reva Clanara.

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"At the end of a vow we speak only as a binding of the heart and not of the soul.

I will return alone, remembering your name and your lost love. I hope you accept my every prayer in heaven, accept my love for who knows how long it will last, and see every story I've been through with our little prince.

I will continue to love you in my way.

With words which wood had not yet spoken to the fire which turned into ash.

I will continue to love you in my way.

With signals that never got through the clouds to the rain that went into the ground.

I want to love you with an unwritten agreement that I never got to tell the elf that I don't want to see you suffer.

I will always love you in this world and in my imagination. I'll always remember you, I'll always carve your name, and I'll always let you be the first to hear my story.

Lord, give my greetings and my thanks to him."

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...I-it's the thing that's happening a-actually." Said Deva with a quivering voice as a result of holding back her tears.

Vina gave way to tears and began pulling Deva to hold her. He whispered a meaningful little sentence, "Think of me as your mother, have a satisfy crying.." Said Vina by wiping Deva's back.

Deva's not answering, but her shoulders seem to be going up and down. He broke down and gave Vina a deep embrace.

Deva feels a burden to her family life, even if no one in the family has ever said that.

Vina shut her eyes, 'What a touching first date. 'says Vina in her heart.

Vina Shared her grief for about 15 years, knowing full well how hard it was to live without a mother. As a woman, Vina could hardly stand to face that harsh reality, she had come to think of how hard she was in Deva's current position. He felt guilty for asking Deva to tell him all his bitter past.

20 minutes later...

Deva had calmed down and stopped crying, maybe just a little gulp was felt by Vina. Vina knew that his shoulders were so wet, he intended to console Deva by reprimanding him. However, he avoided learning that Deva was fast asleep in his arms. Vina pushed Deva a bit, he rubbed some of Deva's ponies blocking his handsome face while sleeping.

Vina smiled, "who would have thought a man as handsome as you would have such a dark past..." Murmured vina by stroking Deva's hair.

Vina raised her hand up, "Hasten If I were you, I'd be a sullen woman by now. I never imagined how much you'd cover up those wounds with jokes and the arrogance I've always seen a Deva Clano. But.. My fate and your mother's fate are no different, so be it. Just think of me as your mother's messenger from heaven to make his son happy in a short time. If I leave later, I'll promise to tell her there." Said Vina with her tears.

Deva was becoming uneasy about her sleep which was slightly disturbed by Vina's tears.

Deva opened his eyes slowly, "Vi-vina?" Call Deva in a typical hoarse voice of new people waking up.

Vina quickly wiped the trail of tears and tried to smile to cover her grief. He stroked Deva's hair, "You awake?" Said vina ina voice so soft.

"Aah, sorry!"

Deva went from her sleep on Vina's shoulders, but...

"Aww!"

Deva tripped on his own feet.

'what a ridiculous reaction.' Says Vina in her heart.

Vina restrained her laughter as best she could and helped Deva to stand up, "You clumsy fool! Next time be careful, it's a good thing you tripped on the grass.. Imagine if... – "

Deva cuts Vina's words, "Don't pray about bad things to me dong!" Said Deva with a sullen face.

"You took your time earlier! Sleeping in my arms for a little longer, but that's okay." Said vina with a hint of shame.

Deva turned her over, her face turned red. Now Deva has remembered that she's been asleep when she hugged Vina and it's such a shame! Her face is all red, even to her ears.

Vina saw that, and she laughed with so much satisfaction.

"Hahaha..! My boyfriend.. Your expression is so cute!!" Said Vina holding her stomach.

Deva covered her face, "Sshhhhhh! Don't tell me!!"

"Oh it's your new lover, Young Master."

"Eh?!"

...