Chapter-1

NOTHING. That's what I always was they never expected anything from me…My parents they never expected anything from me but I did and when I shared, they really didn't care, I asked why the sad fact was they said they were not even disappointed with me I really did not get it. It fuckin.... Hurts. So, I gave up, I killed myself. Thought it would be over but fate hated me because it truly was not done until they let you be done, so this loud voice asked me were do you wanna end up, as a reincarnation I said 'hell' but the voice said not yet. Any fictional world it offered me and any power I can have and any character in that world but I was truly not interested in becoming anyone I always hated the protagonists in the books or manga's I read because the hero was always the freaking chosen one even though he did not want to be, Naruto always going on and on about determination but ended up the child of prophecy had the chakra of the son of a demigod-equivalent, luffy got the demon fruit and people who would die for him who rewarded his loyalty even though all we get in the real world is betrayal for loyalty. I hated these people the only one I really felt close to was harry potter he may be the greatest dark lord Voldemort's equal but lost everyone he loved for that to happen ...he knew PAIN. So, I thought the HP world would be nice as there I could live a normal life learning magic not a life as an MC who was from a sacred family or the descendent of the founder or freaking merlin himself just a guy who is pure-blooded but not influential just the cannon fodder Yes!....... that's exactly what I want to be because I GIVE UP...… I don't want be someone great I don't want to be the next Steve jobs or bill gates I wanna be me I give up expectations on myself so that is what I said to the voice he replied with an amused voice and there was a tinge of sadness in it that I would be reincarnated in second year boy who attempted suicide in Hogwarts and all his memories would be transferred to me and I could not hold back a dry bitter laugh at the irony of the situation, but as I said I don't expect anything good for me I am a void.....so I slowly lose consciousness and then….