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Never Love Again (BL)

I was living in an alternate world where once marked, the eyes turned red and the first to fall in love was you. I was marked when drunk. The person that marked me unknown, probably living a life of promiscuity. I was just a college student and the person I liked would never glance my way, not in this lifetime or the next. He was dating my sister. I learned my lesson before multiple times, starting a new relationship, dating then breakup.... They all ended the same way and I often ended up getting hurt. This was well proven well by my savior, my rescuer who hated me just as much as I despised him. Never will I ever love again *** DISCLAIMER: The picture used as the book cover is not mine. No copyright infringement has been purposely intended. If you are the owner of this magnificent art and wish for me to take it down, I'll do so respectfully. Kindly reach me through my always open Dm. Additionally, you will also find my email address posted on my profile page. Thank you. I'm open to accept other book cover recommendations since I'm not great at digital art **sobs** Thank you again.

2Twinkle3 · Fantasy
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190 Chs

42. Hunger For You

Stan's uncle had been the one who'd taken Yeon out of the laboratory, claiming Stan had come to take him home. It had been a few minutes past midnight...hadn't they agreed to meet tomorrow? Yeon thought to himself. What was the reason they had exchanged contacts if Stan wasn't going to call before showing up?

"I came to take you home." Stan plainly stated, gesturing at his car for Yeon to enter. From his dressing, he looked like he had been in a rush to come here. On top of that, his sunken eyes made Yeon wonder if he'd been getting proper sleep lately.

"Why are you here at this time?" Yeon asked. "I'll keep my word and meet you tomorrow as promised..."

"It's already tomorrow so let's go. This day is mine." Stan's facial expression was sinister as he added the last four words. It was obvious he had had a bad day but Yeon was adamant, finding it ridiculous to leave with Stan when he was just about done with the day's laboratory end of day errands.

"I'll wind up in half an hour if you don't mind waiting then." Yeon stated but was ignored by Stan when he opened the passenger side door, gesturing for him to get in.

Stan's uncle appeared from the entrance of his practice and judging from the look Stan was giving him, he immediately read the situation like a book. "You can go Yeon. I'll wind up everything. You've worked too hard today."

"Even so, it's just thirty minutes Dr. Jiwon. He can wait in your office for me..."

Waving his index finger, Stan's uncle shook his head in refusal, his usual smile in place. "He is off limits to enter my office without my supervision. I'll update you regarding the fresh and formaldehyde specimens incase of any changers though I doubt there will be need for that. I'll take care of the gross examination as well, record my findings and update you when you come back. For now, as your doctor and your supervisor, I recommend a good amount of rest for you. Three days will suffice just as we agreed. If you're still feeling aprehensive of your ongoing project, I'll take pictures of my findings regarding the fresh samples and send them to you. Will that be okay?"

Stan's uncle's smile kept playing in Yeon's mind the entire drive to their destination. Even now that he was looking at Stan taking off his clothes, as if he couldn't wait anymore, Yeon wondered if his uncle had any prior knowledge of Stan's coming.

Closing the gap between them, Stan strode towards a confused and fatigued Yeon and began kissing his neck gently, threatening to bite him if he resisted.

"Let me shower first. Besides, I'm tired. We can do this in the morning." Yeon said in almost a whisper, fearing how quickly his heart had began to pick up it's beat. He could sense Stan's scent briefly and concluded to himself that may be the reason his body was responding towards his fated within seconds.

"The more you resist, the longer I get to keep you here. I'm not stopping until I've had my fill." Stan said and quickly stole a kiss, deepening, demanding that Yeon quench his hunger he had haboured for months, patiently waiting, hoping and longing for Yeon t ogive in...to notice him as a man who was in love with him.

He needed Yeon to be aware of him.

Just then, he felt Yeon's arousal, pulled away then chuckled. "It does make me happy to feel you up and ready without having to use any scent."

Before Yeon could throw him a hurtful reply, he reached for another kiss, lifting him to his bed. They kissed for a while, Stan feeding into his lust for his fated, barely having enough of him until Yeon broke the kiss.

"I can smell your scent faintly."

"I'm not using it." Stan's response was simple as he reached down to stroke Yeon's hardness gently, watching closely for his lover's reaction. He moaned and so did Stan who smiled in satisfaction, aroused just from seeing Yeon begin to get drunk with desire. Maybe, just maybe Yeon understood how much he'd wanted to touch his body and watch him shudder as he responded to his touch.

He began to undress Yeon, planting kisses at every reveal of his bear skin while leaving a visible mark to satisfy the reality of finally being able to touch Yeon like this. Once done, he glanced at a flustered and naked Yeon, who had turned his face away from him to hide his embarrassment.

Why wouldn't he be? His heart was thudding so loud he was convinced Stan could hear every beat of it.

Smiling, Stan reached further down to prepare his lover, pushing one of his fingers and watched closely at Yeon's discomfort, who didn't say a word but shut his eyes tightly as if waiting for this moment to pass. He wasn't about to back down but was planning on teasing Yeon further and further. Pushing in the second finger then another, he began his thrusts, his movements aiming at pressing and nudging the prostate to titillate it, then heard Yeon's sudden gasp and watched his eyes flew wide open.

"Wait...!" Yeon said, unable to control his body which had began quivering.

"Here...? Is it here?" Stan whispered softly in Yeon's ear. He loved how he fated was battling to hide the pleasurable feeling yet his rapid breathing was a clear indication he was feeling good.

"If you like it, you must tell me Yeon." Stan said, barely unable to control his starved desire and in as much as he was tempted to plunge into his lover, he didn't want to hurt him and taking him now would result in that.

Yeon on the other hand could feel his body slowly growing hotter with every thrust. Unable to speak, his quivering remained consistent. Tingling, shifting, flinching...he tried to hold it in but couldn't. The pleasure that kept building all over his body was slowly consuming him even though Stan's scent continued to diminish further and further.

"Just put it in already..." Yeon begged. "You don't have...to be gentle." He finally spoke up, but his rapid breathing gave him away to what he was feeling.

Stan ignored his request and kept at it, gently planting kisses on Yeon's neck, ear, then lips. He wanted to make a mess out of him yet despite the hunger he was enduring, he chose to take his time. If Yeon were to go into heat, he feared he'd start calling out for Niel again, begging for his touch.

He had already decided to have his fated when fully conscious of who he was with, aware that it was him bringing forth his pleasure and no one else.

Within minutes, Stan enjoyed the sight of Yeon shaking from spasming, moaning continuously after his release. Satisfied, he trailed a finger on Yeon's stomach then lifted it to his mouth and licked it, his eyes still locked on his lover.

"Fuck..." Yeon whispered, his eyes slowly opening then stared at Stan.

"I'm about to..." Stan said while grinning. "You look like a fine mess."

Bending down, he kissed Yeon who was still gasping for air. He wanted to get him aroused once more. Bringing his throbbing member to a flaccid Yeon's, he began stroking them both and was glad to feel it begin to get hard again.

Stan didn't want to finish first. He had been holding on just fine but this was too much to bear even for him. Listening to Yeon continually moan from pleasure only made him even more impatient. He'd finally lost his last resolve.

"I can't hold much longer...I want to be inside you right now..." Stan whispered in Yeon's ear.

"...It may hurt a little Yeon..."

Stan plunged in, pushing deeper but the feeling wasn't enough to quench his lust. Faster and faster but still, the fire only built up even more in him, engorging his passion and desire he felt for his lover.

He loved how Yeon's face twisted and turned as he continued thrusting deeper...back and forth...

He moaned Yeon's name over and over again...

Yeon's hands reached to touch the pit of his stomach and felt it tighten, arousing him further. All his attention was fixated on the feeling that had begun travelling faster all over his body.

In that moment, he decided that no one will ever take Yeon away from him. He was going to make him his by force and if he refused, or tried to break their bond, he was going to lock him up even if his fated would hate him for it.

"It hurts! ...stop...please..." Yeon begged and Stan came back to his senses only to realize Yeon had been crying as he squirmed. He kissed his tears but was still relentless. His original goal had been to pleasure Yeon, make love to him so he wouldn't have any thought of anyone else but him. He'd been selfish, blinded by his jealousy that he'd forgotten his main aim.

"Relax...am sorry Yeon...but I'm not all the way in yet...so just relax a little since you're beginning to hurt me too..." Stan said as his heavy panting matched the rise and fall of his chest.

"It's too big...!" Yeon said, his eyes half open yet still shaking from the pleasure of it all.

Lifting himself from Yeon, Stan pulled his fated's legs up to his neck and started kissing his heels as his other had stroked his lover's erection for the third time. He kept at it...his eyes closed, his attention only on Yeon's voice, which had started to become less of a cry and more of moans. He also felt Yeon relax around his member and took that opportunity to push the rest of himself in and let out a low grunt.

His eyes squinted as he enjoyed the warmth that came from his lover.

He felt dizzy yet somehow, he knew this just the beginning. He wanted Yeon to feel all of him.

Stan glanced more openly back at Yeon who had completely ached his back. He was moaning over and over again as he plunged deeper and deeper. If only Yeon had called out his name and tell him it felt good...he'd do anything to hear him say that multiple times. His body kept moving on it's own until a strange yet familiar sensational pleasure travelled all over his body, stimulating that feeling further and further.

He was lost in lust.

Bending down once more, Stan began kissing Yeon's chest, nipples, neck...ravishing, nibbling, licking... he kept at it, wanting to reach every corner inside Yeon and hit every hidden spot...devour his fated and completely drown him in the lust he felt for him.

Lifting him up to his chest, Stan felt happy when Yeon wrapped his hands around his neck, his moans growing louder and louder. He covered his mouth with a kiss and was further aroused when Yeon kissed him back passionately in equal measure.

He was driving him insane!

Stan continued, thrusting much faster than before. Yeon seemed to have lost his strength after a while for he was flailing, barely supporting himself while still holding onto Stan who held onto him more tightly so he wouldn't fall but to his surprise, Yeon began asking for more...for Stan to move faster until he couldn't take it anymore then begged him to stop.

Pushing him back on the bed, Stan looked at his lover's twisted face, enjoying the view of his response to the pleasure he continued giving him. As long as Yeon loves it...as long as Yeon enjoyed it, then he'll continue until there was no more strength left between them.

"Enough...ah! ...no...no more..." Yeon begged and squirmed.

"I can't stop Yeon...just bear with it a little longer." Stan said and began planting more and more kisses on his lover's neck, ear then back to his neck...enjoying the sound of both their moans that filled the room.

Stan went on and on, wanting to lead Yeon further and further...their bodies drenched in sweat until Yeon couldn't endure another release, insisting there was nothing left in him. They climaxed one more time, Yeon falling asleep immediately afterwards.

Kissing him in his sleep, Stan began to perceive Yeon's erotic scent...it almost choked him. Getting up from the bed, he opened the windows and turned on the air conditioner.

"Well, it was about time the inhibitors wore off." He said to himself as he walked to the bathroom and took a quick shower.

He felt happy and constantly caught himself smiling. He had just made love to his fated for the first time and it felt satisfying to do so. He only hoped that Yeon had enjoyed it as much as he did since they were going to be at it for the next three days.

Afterwards, he tried waking up Yeon but he had been completely passed out. No matter, Stan was glad they'd both done it when Yeon had been conscious throughout their lovemaking. He hadn't provoked him nor had he used his scent on him therefore, Yeon was going to remember everything.

Bending down towards his lover, Stan whispered. "It hurts every time you reject me but if this is what will keep you close to me, then it's enough for now."