I love him!
*Crying*
*Sniffing*
*I hope it's not that bad!*
*Mom came towards me*
"Liya, what happened! Are you hurt anywhere?" My mom asked
"No, it's not me who's hurt!" I said, "it's Nazz! And it's all because of me! He's my only friend mom, and I caused him pain!" I said while crying hard.
"No honey, it's not your fault, you two should be careful next time" she replied and kissed me on my forehead, "they took him with our car right? It's okay he'll be fine, you'll see"
*Kissing me again while wiping my hair*
..
I wiped my trears off my cheeks, and looked down at the ground, went home silently...
As I walked next to those blood spots, I remembered the moment he fell down... it was horrible!
I didn't want to stay there and see the blood again, I just walked home..
...
*I fell on my bed, sad, with a bad mood, wondering if it was really serious! I can't see him in pain, it makes me feel worse!
I hope to see him back with a smile and with his hand and leg in a good condition..
*I fell asleep while thinking*
*My sister came to my room, put a blanket on my back and my abdomen and went out*
I woke up at night, everyone is sleeping! I shouldn't have slept like that! They didn't wake me up when he came back (>.<')
How could I know what happened with him now?!
My sister just showed up from the kitchen, I ran to her and asked her: "did you see Nazz?"
She laughed and replied: "he's fine, you should be careful next time, he's not used to rough and tough grounds in there, they used to be in a streight streets and grounds full of grass and homes with floor tiles"
"Okay" I said, disappointed, "then it was really my fault" looking at the floor with saddness and shameful expressions!
...
*Next morning*
*I woke up, wanted to open my eyes but yawned at the last moment, while closing my eyes*
*Oh I feel something on my head*
*I opened my eyes*
O-Oh!
I was really surprised!
He's sitting next to me while sleeping, and wiping my hair till I wake up!
*Embarrassed!*
"Good morning Liya" said smiling and in a soft voice!
His eyes have special brightness! I like them..
He looked at me, like, wondering! What's she thinking!
"A-a-aah good morning" (~_~), I said, embarrassed again!
*Why should I be just like a fool when I'm with him! Why am I always embarrassed!* (>.<)
*He laughed*
Oh my God!
*I just noticed that he doesn't move his other hand, and there's bandage!
"Sorry! Sorry!!" I said, while looking at his hand.
"No no it's okay" he said
Put his hands on both my shoulders and said it again while looking in my eyes directly, "it's okay"
*Oh he just moved his hand! Thank God! So it's not broken! Thanks God!* \(^_^)/
*I just noticed now, that my older sister and his brother were sitting in my room too*
*What an awkward moment*
...
The day went on, and I was careful about what I ask him to do.
You know what? I really held his hand whenever I wanted him to come with me anywhere!
We became best friends, but clearly, he didn't want us to stay as best friends..
Days came along fast just as I wished before!
When the countdown started, I wished to stay with him a bit longer!
I wanted the days to be long enough to stay by his side!
He knew that! He wanted to stay, but it wasn't his call!
He started writing letters to me everyday, even though I don't understand them, my sisters were translating them to me!
I told them that I wanted to write a letter, to give it to him and keep it with him, even in his country..
...
I put all his letters in a white small bag, in my closet..
When we went out playing, he held both my hands and told me again that he loves me!
"I love you Liya!"
I always wanted to remember these words, hold them in my heart till he comes back again..
He didn't like saying "I love you" without holding hands, or without a simple kiss!
I didn't mind actually, I wanted to feel special for him, and it makes me love him even more! I didn't know what's the secret behind that, but I didn't overthink...
...
*One day*
He was holding my hands and telling me the same thing, but unfortunately, my cousin which really hated me then, saw us together like that!
When he went to my grandparents' house, I went back home, sat on my bed, thinking..
He's gonna go... Travel... Far away!
I can make it! I can wait for him!
Suddenly, heard knocking on the door.
I ran, opened it, and it was my cousin!
"Hi" I said, thinking *is she going to talk about what she saw?!*
"Hi Liya, I just wanted to tell you that I saw you both! Doing wrong thing!"
"Okay!" I said, and closed the door before she say something else!
I walked to my room, angry!!
*Knocking again*
*I opened the door again*
"WHAT?!" I asked!
"Hey Liya, I'm going to tell my uncle, he's not going to like that!"
"You can't tell him anything!" I said!
"You'll see that I will !"
"He won't believe you" I said, desperately! Hoping that she's not going to tell my father!!
"Well, watch me, I'm staying here, waiting for him to come"
I closed the door angrily and went to my room running!
I jumped into my bed, burried myself under the blankets, crying!
*Will my father punish me and prevent me from seeing him again?! I can't! I don't even want him to travel back there!!*
*Crying badly*
...
My father came, opened the door, but she called him for a moment!
He closed the door and went to listen to her.
She's going to tell him!!
Should I pretend that I'm sleeping??
*Terrified!!*
...
My father came back home
Knocked on my room's door!!
..