I wanted to die for real

[WARNING: This Chapter contains vulgar words that might not be appropriate for you.]

Life is hard and I know that more than anyone else. The hardship of life is so intense that I wanted to die for real. Just look at the desperate me who's dealing with this intense amount of pain every single day, I have to follow that absurd routine that made no sense whatsoever. The people in charge of my training are not humans. They are monsters. I mean they ARE monsters, to begin with, but when giving me so-called special training they became more monstrous.

DAY-10

"Why are you slacking off? You son of a bit*h, F***ing assh*le."

This girl seriously has a problem with me. She never talks to me in a good manner. In her eyes, I'm just an animal or something else, even though I didn't do anything to her, or did I?

"Use your powers dumbass. Don't just stand there. Show me what your ass got."

In every sentence, she uttered there has to be a cursed word. What on earth happened to her? Did she get dumped by her boyfriend?

"You're thinking something weird, don't you?"

"N-No, Why would I?" ooh! Did she read my mind? That's some insane ability.

Anyway, I should do as I was told otherwise, I would be dead.

I made a fist and stood in a position as if I was the main protagonist in a novel.

"Com---" I felt a deep impact in my gut. It was about to blast out.

"I told you to stay focus. This wouldn't bring nothing better for you." She said coldly. I couldn't help but shout out in pain. It was so painful that it made my jaw lose.

"Now, you got me serious," I said and laid my foot forward. I dashed my way onward, you got me angry now.

"I wouldn't hold back!"

She didn't even blink at my words. She taking me too lightly. She sure underestimates me.

"SLAMMM"

"Wha-!" My body froze to its place. What just happened. I couldn't move my body.

"This is wind manipulation. I just manipulated the wind near you. That way you can't even move a single toe."

"Hehe, I didn't know you have such ability. Don't be harsh on me, Sensei," My grin was worn off as I was frozen in my place."

"I don't like your face."

"That's true—" she didn't mercy on me. Instead, she threw me far ahead.

My body was not in good shape but I didn't felt any pain. I stood up as if nothing happened.

"Even though I don't want to say it but your body is getting strong. The body of yours's can withstand my attack." She was probably right. Even I felt it. In the earlier days, I would pass out from her blows. But today I was able to stand up.

"But that wouldn't do any good if you don't counter-attack. You can't win a fight without striking. This isn't a real fight, The real one is far more worst than this."

"So, you're going easy on me?"

She didn't say anything but I get that she was going easy on me. I don't know how powerful she is nor how skilled she is in fighting.

"Your ability is the same as the woman who killed Jessica. She told me something like G-Gravity—"

"Gravity Manipulation?"

"Yea' that's right."

"You can't call it the same. Wind manipulation is different in its way. Don't drag it with other abilities." She must have been proud of her ability.

"The Wind is an element that can freeze you in place for a certain period. It can make an impact without moving fingers."

"But so does Gravity Manipulation. That can do the same."

"I guess you're right…" She went silent, "It works well with other abilities such as fire wind, or water."

"So, it just a low-level ability? It can't be much of use without a fusion of other abilities."

*You said it, Jodan. You shouldn't say it aloud.*

"So what? I can make it useful." She said profoundly. Now, I get it why she relies heavily on physical power. What she couldn't do was use her ability well.

"I'll make full use of it."

"Now, Let's get back to work. Sick ass"

"Fine then." I was kind of motivated seeing her excited for once.

"Use your full strength and strike me, Jodan!"

"OKAY!!" I distanced myself from her, at the same moment form a crossed layout. My limbs were both getting thrilled.

[Battle mode activated.]

[You will get a boost on every skill you use.]

[Resist wall activated]

"This is the very moment I was waiting for!" saying that I cut myself using the knife I took out from the kitchen earlier. I was relieved that Kelan didn't see it as he was deeply concentrated on his work.

[Blood Manipulation activated]

The dripping blood formed into a sharp shape. I didn't know why the shaps were not well portioned. Every shape was random. Was it because the ability was only level one?

Fine, then let's get to business.

I was the one to strike first. My range of attack was her belly. I just wanted to make a blow in her gut, that way she would feel how I suffered when she did it to me. Hehe, Nice plan.

"I walked past her and make a U-turn to knock her first but she got through my plan, she placed her fist onto my beautiful cheek. I felt like my teeth went out but I didn't lose my hope. Today I would blow her for once. The next few seconds were a life-and-death situation. This time I was able to avoid her fist and was about to make a strong impact on her slender belly. I was like two centimeters away. At that very moment, she kicked me on my head hard enough to bring me on land.

"Shit, man, I was so close!'

"Still, you this far. That's good for a bustard like you.

As I was antagonizing her, a text appeared before my eyes.

[New skill 'bloody stars' unlocked under Manipulation Ability.]