I’m a changeable person

DAY- 15

I can't take it anymore. This life is harder than my previous life. Don't know how to deal with it anymore. Like always I felt a slight connection to my worthless life. Was it because it was luring me again to spend some time with it? Perhaps not, Why would it? I'm not someone who would stick to their pasts. I'm a changeable person. The one who loves to change…. But then again, I don't want to change anymore. I have learned my lesioned. Just live me alone! I'm fine as I am!

"Get up Jodan, this isn't time for slacking off. The training is not finished yet. The more you work hard the more you would get strong." Sutasi said dully.

"That didn't give me any motivation at all. All I could say is now I'm pissed."

"It's usual for me to see that cold unwavering face of Sutasi. In other words, I had to see his face daily so I became used to it. Not only working in the shop but also training sessions.

"I'm beaten. I need rest…" I said while breathing heavily, the training he does to me was very unique, in truth, it's so unique that I didn't even know that the hack he does. Funny? Right, but to me, it's another hell.

"fine, five minutes nothing more nothing less."

I nodded repeatedly to see that I was listening to his words.

I couldn't help but say it out loud this time. "I have been wondering for a while, is this really gonna help me get strong?"

"So, you doubt me?" He spoke as if he was used to hearing it."

"N-No, I know this is good for me but…"

For a few days, I have been concentrating on controlling my anger with Sutasi. You heard me right the training is to not give yourself to anger. This was so absurd that I laughed myself out when I heard such training but nevertheless, I had taken part in this nonsense so-called training.

I thought Sutasi was slacking off of his training or he didn't want to tutor me. But I was wrong he was damn serious. Even now I could feel the seriousness in his words. He was observing me in many ways. For example, he would look out for me while working so that I didn't get my temper for silly things. Now that I got a better look at his character, I can say that he's not that bad of a person.

"You are a good person."

He looked astonished as he didn't expect that coming. "What was that for?"

"You're always helping me and so…"

"I was told by Mr.Heriss. It's not my free will to volunteer in those tiresome works. I never even got such tutoring from anyone. I had my own ways of learning." He seemed a reliable person. I hardly saw him getting help. He did in his own. I don't know how his past life is but I could tell it's not a good one. The way he appears was kind of a lonely wolf who failed to make a pack. The boy who hardly interacts with anyone let alone us. I felt pity for him for some reason.

"You got some muscles there." He said glazing at me.

"huh? Oh-Uh, It's just that…" I held my head in embarrassment. He got me of goods.

"fine, get back to work. You wasted ten minutes." He said with a smug.

"Hey! That's rude, A break is needed in training. Don't you think?"

"I suppose."

We then processed to get back where we left. At that moment Zane came to us running. He was a quite adorable child in Sutasi's eyes but a pain in the ass in my eyes. Sutasi's eyes beamed with excitement. They get along well with each other. I think Sutasi has a thing for children. I never thought he was a child lover.

"Sutasi! Sutasi! I got news for you." Said Zane running towards us. His was full of delight. This is a drastic transformation for Zane. I was busy so I couldn't witness this evolution with my eyes but I got info from my secret agent forty-seven, Ahem, I mean Kelan. He would usually fill in the gaps I miss due to training sessions. What I learned is that Sutasi somehow brings back the normal life from Zane who perceived horrible sights. When I heard this I was also shocked. Did he manipulated the small kid? that is what I thought although it doesn't matter if Zane is happily living his life. The more I get into those people's life I got to know that they aren't that bad of a person.

"What bring you here, Zane?" asked Sutasi,

"Mr. Heriss told me to fetch you to him."

"He did?" Perhaps he wanted to make sure.

"Yea' why would I lie?"

"fine then let's head back."

Zane began walking while moving his both hands and legs in a cartoonish way. He had a grin all-time on his face just like Kelan but it was a genuine one. Seeing him makes my heart calm, so, this is how a smile looks like.

Even now I can't believe the kid who was cornering himself when I brought him here was now cooperating with those monsters. This is a miracle indeed. I heard Mr. Heriss is taking good care of him. Giving him the clothes and food, he needs.

Sutasi didn't move until there was a little distance between him and Zane. He glanced back at me,

"That's it for today" AS I heard that I jumped out of joy.

"Yea'"

"I don't know how you get the power of us but Jodan I'm eager to get to know that hidden truth that lies within you." I froze into my place; did he get through me? I was not careful enough? I quickly touched my pocket and sensed that the diary is still with me.

"We are born with the power. There's no way a human can turn like us." After saying that he left the training room with Zane.

Sweat poured down my head. What was that?

I was confused and fearful at the same time. I thought I knew Sutasi better now but I was wrong I didn't even know a single thing about him.