A Job for Me
You can make your life interesting if you think it is like that. In this cruel world I who is simply worthless find happiness than how can't you find joy? Maybe that's hilarious to think that way but in my opinion, it is worth a penny.
"Jodan, you got to hold to that pretty quickly. I thought you might cut all your fingers next time." Said Kelan with astounded.
"What do you think of myself? I may be nosy but not that clumsy." I replied profoundly.
Ever since I got this job, I started feeling better and better day by day. Perhaps I never experienced such a thing so my mind was gloomy earlier. For over two years I was a locked in my room playing games all day, night. I was scared to went outside but now that I have to come to the part-time job, my fearful feeling has gone. Everyone in here are nice people. They help me, talk to me like a friend. Things are getting better now. In other words, I'm started to changing.
"Finish here then go to the slaughtering department. Mr. Heriss is waiting for you?" Kelan said me as a to-do list. He is constantly giving me the things I have to do. After all, it is his work. But for me, he goes out beyond his limit.
It's been one month I started working here. I got more closed to Jessica and Kelan more than I anticipated. Was it because of my pure nature? I'm not pure now. I killed the cat and so on. I always thought that people who killed innocent animals or got blood on their hands must be the evil ones. But in truth, they are bound with fate. For example, if Mr. Heriss didn't slaughter those animals wouldn't that made his daily life suffer? It would lead to a great financial crisis. Every one of us is cursed with fate. It's not us who wanted to chose this path. Anyway, I have to finish my works as soon as possible. Today I have a meeting with Jessica. She is doing fine these days. I got along with her nicely although sometimes she says something out of character. It might be her nature.
*A date? I see. You're hanging out with her quite a lot.*
Shut up. It's not your business. It's true that I'm with her most of the day. Though we didn't go into that kind of relationship more likely it's a friendship.
**** [Change of perspective]
"Why am I here-e? I wasn't supposed to be here. I didn't want such jobs."
"You got no choice left. This is the job I got you. So, bear with it. Don't you say you would do any jobs regarding the types? This is the best I could find. The pay is high and the workload is not that much."
"But… even so-o" I couldn't able to refuse him as I need money for my mother's treatment. My mom is suffering from a severe health issue that needed an operation as quickly as possible. But the problem is I don't have enough money. The money I was left with was for my tuition fee but that wasn't enough. In the end, I stood up in search of work. No part-time jobs gave more money. I needed a large amount of money so the end choice I was left with was shady work who assigned me to this job, he pushed me a little from backward thus I has entered into a huge cargo-looking building, solely made with steel frames.
However, I looked back to gasp his existence but regrettably he left me on my own and jumped in to his half-broken car that was parked idlily.
I was kind of scared as I don't know who I was supposed to work for. I heard an argument from inside. I tried to peek from out outside the door.
"Where's Renar? Did he run off with the diary?"
"No, sir, it can't be. He is the most devoted person in the organization among us. He should be back."
It looked like Another man entered the room. I wasn't sure from where. I was standing on the front gate so most probably he didn't come from front that's for sure.
"Sir, Raner is captured!" He shouted.
"What?!"
This news must make him relatively angry so he drove his hand into the man's abdominal. That sight made me vomit.
-uh (Cough,) "Please….Spare….me..." He fell on the ground like an alligator.
He died instantly as no one came forward to justify him.
"You said he would be back. Where is he now?" The bald guy said.
"I don't need that bastard anymore. Just get the diary."
As the conversation was continuing, a suited guy came out of the room instantly making my heart stop with horror. He glazed instantly as if he's gonna kill me now for trespassing. I was shivering violently. A deep scar was visible on his left cheek.
"Pleas-e, Don't kill me." I was about to pee myself.
Then again, he said, "oh, you must be the part-timer."
He must guess it by glazing at my outfit. I nodded in affirmative. Without pausing, he said, "Go in, the floor is dirty. Clean it quickly. The boss doesn't like things unclean." Saying that he left.
I entered the room finally. A person was seated on a seat, must be the boss he was walking about. I as a cleaner took out a mob from my backpack and began cleaning the floor. Up until now, I didn't realize what I was cleaning. As my sight got down the lever. I stood straight for a moment and then swiftly went outside to vomit. I was terrified of what I saw there. In the science practical class, I never attended so that I couldn't able to hold my vomit even if those materials were fake. I mean they use fake blood and other stuff. This is the first time I got to see the really deal. I'm not saying it in a good way. That intestine was of a real human. Thinking that I began vomiting more violently.
"What-t was-s that?" I muttered quietly. As I was attempting to hold myself. I heard some other guys with suits coming out of the room. They might be some kind of thugs. They were laughing and chatting with each other.
"Did you see that newbie? The look on his face was hilarious."
"Don't know about that but I just wanted to kill him."
"Hey! Don't get your instincts to get the best of you? Didn't the boss say to control it as must as you could?"
"Yess, he said that."
"Whatever the case, we have to work hard to please the boss."
I then again intent to went inside to clean it. Because I don't have any other option. I sigh in sorrow and looked at the dusking sun started to fade away and said, "Life is hard."