Chapter 519

" I am sorry for the way I behaved back there. I just wanted to stop walking and sleep a bit. I should have handled it differently, instead of speaking out of turn"

I did not look his way while I said this. I apologized because I knew that it was what of expected of me, although I am not one to conform to people's expectations but when I am wrong, I own up to my errors and apologize. I am certain that if I was in his place I would have felt angry when someone disrespects my mother too,

" I do not mean to make you uncomfortable, but you should always remember that you are not a member of the clan and your actions would always be scrutinized as they are waiting for you to make a mistake. One little mistake and you are gone "

Although he said he does not mean to make me feel uncomfortable, he is doing a very good job right now. Does he think I want to be here?, I am all alone with no one to talk to. He is one of the people I consider being close to, but the way he walked out on me today shows that he would also turn his back on me when I make a bigger mistake. I did not say anything to him but staring at those down below,

This life is a funny one, the people down below are going about their daily activities, oblivious to tye fact that there is someone over here that is watching them. I could conjuring up a lot of evil I want to inflict on them, with them being unaware, I would be able to carry out my evil intention and leave as if I was never here. It is quite funny because one minute they are standing there, and the next they may all be on the ground. Now I really do understand why they do not want strangers around because they could be exploited easily before they know it,

" I apologized to her and I am pretty sure that she has forgiven me. You see, I always fix my mistakes " I told him grinning, I was expecting him to be happy and get rid of the funk he was in, 

But the scowl refuse to leave his face, it possible it deepened. I was confused as to why he was like this, is he not happy that I made up with his mother. He certainly is a perculiar creature, I have never seen anyone like him. The look on his face killed all the joy I had in me, so I had to quell the hyperness I was exhibiting and sit quietly,

I could only watch him as he stood up abruptly and stormed away. Is that not supposed to be my part, how come I am still seated here and he is walking away. No! No! No!, I did not go through all this stress for him to behave this way