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My light (Twilight fan fiction)

(AU Twilight) Jason is a broken teenager with nothing to live for and has already decided the day he dies, but little does he know moving to forks was the best thing to ever happen to him. Read how this broken character finds his light though the mystery forks holds. )))) Authors note(((((( A couple of things, first, English is not my first language and I'm dyslexic so please be patient and correct any poor spellings for me, Updates will be slow, I work 12 hour shifts Monday to friday so I can't pump out updates. This is meant as a project to improve my English writing skills. Last point, this is a Alice pairing fanfiction. She's clearly best girl. * I own nothing only my OC, all credit to others*

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7 Chs

Electric current

(Monday morning)

Jason can be seen tossing and turning in bed, if one were to stand close enough they would hear him quietly calling out for his mother, {"Mamma, where are you mamma?" }

{"Jason I'm up here cleaning" !!!}

{"Mamma can we goooo to the park please" !!!!}

{"No Jason, I've got stuff to do, also your room needs cleaned so your going nowhere" }

{"please, please mamma ill do it after, please, ill be good" }

{*sighhh*} {"Fine little J, give me 5 minutes ok"}

{"YESSS, thanks mamma, I love you sooo much"}

{"ahhaaha I love you too my little j"}

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{"Jason are you buckled up?"}

{"yes mamma, I'm all buckled up!!"}

{"ahhaaha your so cute!!!, my little j, I love you!!"}

{"I love you too mamma"}

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{"What are doing Jason, Get back in your seat we're still driving!!!!!"}

{"sorry mamma one second, I dropped my toy"}

{"Just get back in your seat now Jason, no butt's!!!"}

{"Ok mam.... , WATCH OUT ma..."}

(BEEP BEEP)

{What..., OH NOOO....."}

*crash* bang*

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Jason's eyes open quickly, his breathing quick and short, his heart beating fast.

"that dream again... Fuck."

Jason finds his phone to check the time (06.20), Jason gathers him, then heads to the bathroom.

Jason runs the tap, he finds himself lost in his thoughts, Jason feels burning drops land on his hand, he looks up in mirror only to find himself crying.

"fuck sake.... I'm sorry ma, I'm sorry....." was All Jason could say, Jason then splashes his face with cold water.

Jason whispered to himself "Jason don't be such a bitch".

After getting washed up, Jason then proceeded to pick clothes out which consisted of white T-shirt, jeans and oversized Brown hoodie plus a pair of brown boots.

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Jason then headed down to the kitchen and grabbed himself a bowl of cereal and a glass of water, after eating Jason checked the time again to see its (07.40),jason then decided to head to school as it was a 20 minute walk from his house, school started at 8:30, he decided to be early, so he could find his first class without being late.

Jason walked along the road until he could see the school gates, stopping for a moment, he pulled his hood up and took a deep breath, muttering under his breath he repeated "you can do this Jason" like a Mantra.

You see, this was a nerve wrecking day for Jason as he was poor with interacting with people especially his own age, he would usually just ignore them so he wouldn't make a fool of himself.

Jason made his way through the school gates, looking around he could see many people, looking for the entrance with least amount of people near it, Jason rushed towards the door.

Jason lucky chose the part of building with the main office, heading towards the front desk, Jason could see a older woman with short hair who looked kind, stepping forward Jason called out to her.

" Excuse Me Miss?" Jason said

"yes dear, how can I help you?" replied the older woman

"I'm new here, I was wondering if I could get my class schedule?" Jason said quietly

"ah, what's your name dear?" she replied

"Jason West" Jason said

"mmmm, yes, here it is." she mumbled

"thank you miss" Jason said quickly hoping to end this interaction as soon as possible,it seemed fate had other plans, the older lady talked on and on about the school being good and welcoming to all, Jason not wanting to be rude, just stood there listening to her.

After a least 5 minutes Jason finally escaped after her telling him there would be a student by the name of Eric, would show him and another new student around before his first class.

Jason waited a few minutes before a small Asian man with a emo hair cut approached him with a girl, she was of a similar height of the man beside her, which looked funny to Jason.

The girl was quite beautiful, not breath takingly but enough that jason could see it, she had light brown hair, dark brown eyes and high cheek bones, she looked just as nervous as Jason or worse.

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"ah Jason West?, is that you?" said the small man

"yeah, nice to meet you" Jason replied

"Eric, nice to meet you too".eric said

Jason then turned towards the girl and offered his hand forward to shake hers, it took her a second to realise, apologising she introduce herself as Bella.

Jason looked back to Eric and said, "I was told you where to show me around?"

"yes, I'm the eyes and ears of this place, anything you need, tour guide, best friend, shoulder to cry on ?"

"I'm more of a dwell in my own suffering type" Jason replied with straight face.

"huh, Bella said a similar thing, you two could be good friends". Eric replied

Jason looked at Bella, she returned his look with a weak smile, Jason knew at this point she was uncomfortable, she was the exact same, hated social interactions, but unlike Jason who could bluff his way through them, she remained quite unless spoken to.

"Right you two have the exact same schedule up until lunch time, so follow me"

Jason then followed Eric around, ignoring his conversation with Bella which consisted of him asking Bella questions and her getting noticeably uncomfortable, lucky for her and Jason they were at their first class.

Which was gym class, Jason hated this so much, he got doc to write up a note for a fake illness which was severe asthma. It wasn't that Jason hated exercise but he wanted to keep the many scars around his body, from his arms, back, chest and even legs, a secret.

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He wasn't ashamed of them or so he says, but hated non necessary questions about them, how did you get them?, do they hurt?, were you abused?, the questions would be endless and Jason knew it would piss him off.

Doc only agreed to write the note because Jason had come so far during this year, he didn't want any set backs, he knew If people found out about Jason's scars, he would be overwhelmed and would be back at square one.

During this class Jason watched Bella smack a guy in the back of the head with a volly ball, Jason snickered quietly, he continue to do so when Bella apologised to the guy.

It was finally lunch time, and Bella was invited to sit with a group of people, she then asked Jason to sit with her during lunch, Jason agreed only because he didn't want to sit by himself, he was afraid it would make him look weird.

Jason sat beside Bella with his lunch which consisted of a sandwich, apple and a carton apple juice.

Two girls introduced themselves as Jessica and Angela, they seemed friendly, Jason zoned out when they were talking about school news paper and possible head lines.

Something caught Jason's attention, from the corner of his eyes Jason saw a group people through the window come towards the door.

He heard Bella said "who are they".

"The cullens"

"they're dr.and Mrs. Cullens foster kids, they moved down here from Alsaksa, like, a few years ago.

Jason's eyes widen, one of the most beautiful women, no person he had seen in his life walked through the doors, she had long blond hair and a beautiful face, stood beside her a giant of man, Jason was tall, he stood at 6 ft 2 but this man had to be a least 6ft 6 and he was built like a bear.

"they kind of keep to themselves".

"yeah, cause they're all together, like together, together"

"The blonde girl, that's rosaile, and the big dark haired guy, emmett"

"their like a thing, I'm not even sure that's legal.

" jess, they're not actually related".

"but they live together, so it's weird".

Then behind them there was equally beautiful woman with black hair, and beside her stood a man with similar height of Jason, Jason thought he looked equally intimidating as the "giant".

"and, okay, the black hair girl, that's Jolene, and the blonde guy beside her who looks like he's in pain 24/7, he's jasper.

Jason quietly laughed at that.

" Dr. Cullen like this foster dad/matchmaker"

"maybe he'll adopt me"

Jason raised his eyes at that comment, finding it a bit creppy Jason just shook himself.

Jason heard Bella say "who's he". Jason then looked to see a man who stood at 5 ft 10, Jason started to notice something wrong here, all theses Foster siblings were beautiful people, but where all deathly pale. Jason just put it to the fact they lived in a cold place and Dr Cullen just wanted good looking children.

"apparently nobody here's good enough for him"

"like I care you know"

"so, yeah, seriously, like don't waste your time"

Jason then heard Bella say "I wasn't planning on it", Jason knew this was bullshit by the look on her face.

Jason then look towards the cullens and saw someone approaching them, Jason looked towards them and froze, he stop breathing all together, he couldn't believe.

There stood the most beautiful woman Jason had ever seen, even compared to the others, Jason knew she was better, she was short around 5ft 1, she had short wild hair which made her look even better to Jason.

"and finally the last cullen, Alice, she's like really weird and strange"

Jason just repeated her name in his head, even thinking it was beautiful too.

Almost like she knew someone was staring at her, she looked towards Jason and her eyes widen, she looked absolutely shocked.

It seemed they were both lost in each other eyes, neither willing to look away, until the blonde man jasper put his hand on her shoulder, gaining her attention, she finally looked away and joined her siblings.

Jason felt an electric current run through his veins when their eyes met, he knew this wasn't normal but he couldn't think about anything other than her at that moment.

End of chapter.

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Hi guys, a few things here,

Sorry for not posting this week, didn't have time to write due to work and other personal things, I hope to release 2 to 3 chapters a week, hopefully.

I'm going to stick to cannon for a lot of things but make up a lot of mine own as well.

Hope you enjoyed reading this chapter and thank you for reading it.