CHAPTER 27 (3)

She's in danger -3.

This wouldn’t happen if she didn’t even start blabbing nonsense earlier. I never wanted to kidnap her but I guess it turned out well. I couldn’t wait anymore. I wonder what will happen if Chang arrived here? For him to see that the girl he loves is being tortured by me? And before he could have Satsuki, I will make sure that I’ll make his life a living hell. So I smirked at her and I got closer to my cat and I opened its cage and I put my black cat in the bed with her. I tried teasing her with it and I smirked at her, “My cat is quite cute, don’t you think?”

“PUT IT AWAY! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME!? YOU JERK!” Satsuki shouted with all her might and she looked so afraid. One of the black cats got closer to her and it walk beside her and she got even more scared of it. She couldn’t stop crying and she looked so hopeless right now.

Seeing her crying face is a satisfaction to me. She was just like this when I pushed her on the cliff. She was crying a lot but I didn’t care at all. She’s starting to piss me off already. She’s a good girl and she likes to stick with Chang and protect her by herself. That pisses me so much. That good-for-nothing, why does he end up getting everything that he wants? We should have been gotten along..like real best friends if only she didn’t choose that good-for-nothing brother of mine. Satsuki can play basketball and she can even do skateboard but because of Chang, we couldn’t play together. She always put him first above everything else.

I was so irritated by my twin brother. He always managed to get everyone’s attention like he was the center of attraction and it just pisses me off! Just because he’s the heir of Wei & Hua Group, huh? Is it because automatically he’s going to be the CEO? Just because he’s our father’s favorite toy? This is making me mad. That’s why I’m doing these bad things because of him. I want him to feel the same agony that I felt back then. He got all the attention, but what about me? I am smarter than him but I always feel like I’m an air and I have no worth in our family. This makes me sick.

Even if I had the looks or even if I study hard, no one would pay attention to me. But he, a damn nerd and he don’t even look cool and he’s just a normal fatty, why does he get a lot of attention than me? He even got bangs and he wears glasses so why did he get a lot of attention than mine? I hate that guy so much. I did everything to make them see my worth but why can’t they see that? I worked for many years than my brother but still, our father only noticed him. He’s just a simple intern, but why does he always have all the attention? I’ve been working as a Cost accountant for years so why did our father doesn’t put any attention to me?

That’s why I wanted to make them miserable. I’ll do everything to make my twin brother’s life so miserable. And I like to see this now. To see Satsuki in pain. She looked so pale and she looked so scared but she still chooses to be strong. So I smirked at her and I gripped her face, “What now? Are you still going to look down on me Satchan?”

“You sicko..” She cried and she looked at me seriously, “I won’t lose here even if you did this to me Cheng. I’m not gonna lose to you.”

This is what she wants then? Fine, I’ll give her pain. She’s the one who asks for this. Does she choose Chang who did nothing but lie to her? She’s an idiot. I kicked her out of the bed to make her fall in there, “Go ahead then. If you can fight me in that state then go and fight. But between the two of us, you’re the one who’s miserable right now.”

I decided to get out for a while and I stayed on the sofa. I told my guards that I’ll be fine on my own and I needed some time alone. I decided to call my old friend, Markus. I don’t know why I called him but I just feel like I wanted to talk to someone. No one can understand me as much as he does. I wouldn’t be this heartless in the first place if only they put a little attention to me even if it’s a little.

[Hey? Cheng? I didn’t expect this call.]

“Hey, sorry..are you in a meeting?” I asked him.

[Nah. Is there something wrong? I didn’t think that you’re gonna call me. Is this about your family again? I told you, Cheng, doing these things won’t make you do better. I know that deep in your heart, you’re a good person. You shouldn’t make yourself doing this bad image just to prove yourself to your father.]

That guy. He just ended up scolding me, isn’t he? Well, it doesn’t matter. It would be better if Markus is the one who scolds me though. In that way, I would feel better. He’s the only person who treats me right. When I was having a hard time when I was in Beijing back then, he was there to help me. He almost sounded like a mom every time that we talk like this. And it was for the best, I guess.

My father has stopped seeing me as his son anymore. The only thing that he cares about is that damn pet that he has. I couldn’t care less what happened to them. Every single one of them, I hated their existence. For always making me feel so alone, I hated it...I did everything to them and they never treated me right. I wouldn’t be this kind of shitty person if only they treated me better.

I shook my head and I laughed, “Wow, mom. This is what I get on calling you?” I joked.

[Cheng, I’m talking seriously here.]

I put on a sad smile and I gripped my phone, “Sorry Markus, but I can’t be stopped anymore. This is the only thing that I can do for dad to finally see me...I can’t turn back anymore.”