webnovel

My Fanfic Stash and Favorite online quests

Recommending the fanfics I like and I am also open to recommendations seriously though thats what it is but if you want a cooler and weirder introduction? well aheem....... I am a mere scribe that records good works of fanfiction history I am but one man nothing like the mighty archivists of ao3 still this is a work I enjoy I desire to share my own tastes of fanfiction I like perhaps its a selfish non objective way of doing things perhaps its done too biasedly but do you know what I say to those reactions? Than why do you care why do you come? I am doing this both for fun and from my own desire I never did it to neither lecture these people nor enforce my views on them they are free to take a look and if they don't like it they can just leave no one is forcing them to read my small archive and thats what it is a small archive of works I compiled which I like hopefully I will continue to expand it until the day I die :) Note: After so many people never bothered checking or not even bothering to think how websites work I am forced to write this first of all most of the questionable questing fics I post are in the nsfw creative works part of the site which requires you to sign up to the site so you become an offical member after that process that particular section opens up and no It does no ask money like patreon accounts of authors questionable questing is a free site you are given acces straight up after sign up process is done note that after doing the inital signing up they will want a confirmation done so they will send a confirmation request to your gmail or whatever equvelant you have for me it was gmail you need to confirm that first to open up previously locked nsfw section the same logic goes for alternatehistory.com fics where most of then I posted from is either from alien space bats or fandom sections so repeat the process and second of all....... those of you who constantly ask me the links.... those of you that actually do no bother to even read beginnings of the chapters I post.... before I go to the fic part I sometimes give my own introduction of the fic than I give the word count and bellow that is the links....... always in each chapter there is the links around the begining of the chps you people who ask just never bothered to check it up............ for those who are wondering why I am adding dash to the links after chp 193 and onwards well apparently webnovel admins like scre wing over writers so they made that if a link is posted normally it will not appear this is what I had to come up with for it to work Aside from all of this I am slowly posting this in ao3 too ^The Above Site One is no longer the case turns out ao3 admins can be sore losers who could guessed they would not care constant citation and links of original creators works and not taking credit for fics as still plagarism sigh

ScientistXxXx · Video Games
Not enough ratings
371 Chs

Why? by jarec

Found a nice World of Darkness One-shot enjoy

Words: 342

Link: https://m.fanfiction.net/s/2597428/1/Why

(Caine is probably the most tormented being in the world of darkness. What are HIS thoughts?)

Alone.

Always alone.

So has it been since I killed my brother. Killed the first part of my joy. Killed him for You, and how was I rewarded? A curse that has plagued me for a hundred centuries. Why? You never told us what was wrong and what was not, You simply punished us when we broke laws we knew nothing about!

Daily You appear in my dreams. You tell me that if I only repent You will forgive all that has been. You cannot forgive me, only my brother can do that, and from him I have heard nothing. And I have yet to forgive You for your betrayal. Of me and my father both.

But I am repentant, do not doubt that. My children rule the nights, and if I were to appear to them, they would make me the king of all the earth. I would rule the darkness forever, and could make of the earth the Paradise You meant it to be. But I do not. I wander the earth, sleeping in holes, knowing no peace or rest. Always seeking the place my father told me of. Your place. Your Garden. Perhaps there I will be able to speak to You, and receive answers.

If what I did was so wrong why did You not stop me before my dear brother was already dead?

If my children are all blasphemies, why did you grant them a road to salvation? Why place it in the hands of my weakest son?

Why are peace and love denied me?

Why am I suffered to live and live and live?

Why have you not struck down the evil doers of my line? Why are they allowed to prosper?

Why? Why? Why?

The road has been long, and I do not know how much time the world has left. My grandchildren stir, the moon beasts stalk me, nd the world teeters on the edge of Oblivion. Yet I go on. I must. For my brother. For my father.

For myself.

Alone.

Always alone.