it doesn't really matter

She stopped biting him crying loudly banging her hands against his chest her knees going weak. She stopped resting into his arms.

" Yes I love you, I have fallen in love with you Anthony" She spoke angrily.

His world slowed down a bitter taste on his tongue his heart squeezed shattering into a million pieces.

" You shouldn't have fallen for me light , it the biggest mistake you will ever make " He shook her roughly .

" why did you fall in love with me , You shouldn't have " His voice was loud and filled with rag he wasn't sure who he was truly angry at her or himself.

Light anger rised to the top she pushed him hard in rage his hands leaving her shoulders setting her free from his hold.

A hard slap landed on his face his face turn to the side from the force.

" You bastard you dare kiss me and ask me why , what kind of a heartless being her you, it doesn't really matter anymore because I rather die than be with someone as cruel as you, this dum feels I have for you will pass , so as every dirty memory you have left implanted in my heart " She spoke storming out of his sight..

So much anger and hate consuming her soul.

He slowly sat alone on the hill the wind gentle breeze blowing his hair against his face.

The hurtful words of light replayed in his head. The memory of a little boy being pushed on the ground in the middle of a market people stoning things at him calling him monster child in uniform. The fear the helplessness in the boys eyes trying to block their attacks.

The larges from the first cult he ever joined the screams from the wip every time it touched his back.

First kill blood every we're dead boys staring at his direction.

His whole life flashed right true his eyes and he broke in defeat screaming loudly in rage.

" I AM ANTHONY BABA LOLA , I Don't Fear Death , Death Fears Me , Their Is No Love , Their Is No God , And Their Is No Second Chance, This is your destiny don't forget who you are the small devil on earth " He spoke not a single emotion flashing true his eyes he was bad the beast inside of him had been awaken. He had suppressed it enough.

Light words had made him realize who he truly was and he couldn't be anything less but that. He gazed into the night jumping down from the tall hight of the hill landing on his feet going into the darkness.

PREVIOUSLY : ᕙ( ~ . ~ )ᕗ

After Light had left the apartment to go see Anthony.

Abigail change into her night dress laying on the bed getting started with her assignments as the jamb box pissed her played " Rush by ayra star " She shook her head to the music.

When a loud knocking was head coming from the door. someone was standing outside.

She didn't hear the sound at first but the person banged even louder on the door. She turned towards the sound getting of the bed going over to the door.

" Light are you back home ? Wow you came back really quickly did you and Anthony have a argument ? Common don't tell me you both fought before even going anywhere " She spoke gingerly in annoyance turning the door nub opened.

A loud horrifying scream left her lips she almost fainted shooting the door quickly behind her.

Her heart raising like a lightening blot she breathed in sharply. slowly turning the door nub holding her breath going out to the door step.

The five fingers of a person was placed on her door step even having a fancy reborn on it and a note was placed on it.

A heart balloon was tied a bench with a rose by it side and a large yellow teddy bear.

She pulled the note with shaky hands from the bloody fingers she covered her mouth holding back the vomit gathering in her trout.

♥️ A Letter to the baddest slay queen on campus 🥰

Don't be scared beautiful it my little am sorry gift for hurting your feels. A sticker of a frowning face was placed on the note.

This was the only thing I could think of. am not really good at being romantic or sweet am much of a punisher. but am certain he won't disturb you ever again and don't panic he isn't dead just fingerless that will teach him never to hurt any other girl feels in the future.

🥵 Yours truly P ♥️

Her eyes twitched realizing who had thrown such a stupid stunt . she gasped in horror dreaded filling her face.

" Jade... bastard what have you done " She cursed staring at the finger.

Yes she was mad at him but she didn't want him out this was too far even for her.

She took the gift and true them into a trash boiling with rage praying jade was okay.

She rushed into the apartment taking a fuel and lighter rapping her hands with a leather going out to her front yard.

Staring left and right if anyone was around picking the fingers the vomit already falling her mouth. she took it the back of her apartment trowing it into the ground pouring all the fuel on it trowing the lighter on it. it caught up in flames burning into aches. Her heart beat pounded as she watched the fire and smock fly off into the air