Part 20

Part 20

"His head hurt. His fingers turned numb. He couldn't breathe. He died with the thought of love."

Justin's POV

I groaned stretching my arms out as I felt the sunlight burning through my eye lids. I opened my eyes to see myself wrapped on top of Selena and she slept with slightly red cheeks.

"I know you're awake" I whispered tracing her jaw and her eyes opened in shock knowing I caught her.

"Get off me" she groaned placing her hands on my chest and I shivered by her touch.

She really loved touching my rest when she pushes me away.

I stayed where I was and bite my lip glancing at her lips before looking back at her eyes.

"Do you forgive me Selena?" I asked nervously looking down at her neck wanting to lay my lips on each part of her skin and she looked down.

I knew it was too soon.

Way too soon.

Especially compared to 8 years of hate.

"I-I dunno yet" She whispered and her hands slid up the sides of my waist to my shoulder causing me to groan in pleasure.

"I-Im sorry" I whispered laying on my knees still pressure down against her. "When dad left me, I couldn't bare it" I sighed closing my eyes as I felt them begging for them to let the tears spill. "I couldn't bare that he loved you instead of me. That he wished that you could've been his child instead of me. I just needed to spill what was in my heart even if it wasn't the right thing to do." I whimpered and felt Selena's face in the nook of my neck whispering sweet words in my ear causing me to let the tears I was holding.

"-I wasn't fine, I turned mental because of him. He had driven me insane and because of that, I became bipolar and that's the reason for the pills. To help me calm myself down." I said feeling my body weakened under Selena and she let out a breath due to my weight crushing her.

"I might not understand how you felt but I forgive you Justin. You didn't know what was right or wrong. Your father had made you like this. A mind-forged manacle" she whispered and before I could say anything, her lips crashed into mine.

Mind forged manacle.

I smiled as I thought to the poem.  London- William Blake.

She really loved English as well.

I groaned kissing her back and tightened my grip on her as her hands went to my hair tugging into it and I arched my back pressing my cock on her lower abdomen.

"Justin" I heard her whisper and I smiled stopping for a moment.

I liked hearing her moan my name.

I liked her speak actually.

Even her breathing.

Or just when our eyes touch instead of our hands.

"I love you" I whispered with a gulp scared of being rejected again and I looked at Selena in shock.

I heard my own heartbeat bumping out of my chest before she grinned and kissed me back harshly.

"I love you too" she whispered and I let out a shaky breath.

She did?

Seriously.

"How" I asked placing my hands out her check forcing our eyes to meet.

How could she love me this easily?

She sighed. "I always loved you Justin. Ever since we were kids, you were my touch, my first crush, my first hand hold, my first hug" she said caressing my cheek before her hand brushed against my lips. "My first kiss" she whispered and I couldn't help but let out a smile.

"I hoped I'd be your last" I said seriously placing gripping her tightly against my body.

Before kissing her deeply.

Her hands tugged onto my hair causing me to groan and I slid on top of her.

She pulled back. "I need you" she whispered causing my breath to hitch in my throat.

I was nervous.

I've done this before but I know she hadn't.

"You sure" I asked and she let out a laugh before nodding.

I didn't want her to change her mind so I attacked her neck with my lips and she wrapped her legs around my torso grinding her cunt against my cock.

"I need you now" Selena moaned and I slide her top of effortlessly.

I bite my lip tracing the outline of her bra as I could feel her nipples tighten under the fabric.

"You're beautiful" I whispered kissing on top of my bra where her nippes are and she gulped.

"Jay" she whispered closing her eyes and I groaned unclipping her bra.

Fuck she was too beautiful for me.

Her hands slightly twitches and she closed her eyes.

"Look at me Sel" I growled and she did at the the shock of my voice. "I want you to look at me when I slam into your sweet little cunt okay else my little Selly bear, I will make you bend over my knee and spank your ass till you learn your lesson" I whispered and she looks at me with her eyes darkened before she quickly nods.

My mouth licks the top of her nipple teasing her and she moans arching her back giving me control and I suck on her breasts harshly as my cock starts to tighten in my boxers. I place my hand into her panties causing her to suck in a breath and I felt how wet she was for me.

"Hmm baby" I whisper looking deeply in her eyes which didn't leave mine and I dipped my fingers into her cunt deeply causing her to groan in pleasure.

Her eyes closed and I groaned.

"Eyes" I harshly say and I groan as her hands make their way into my boxer squeezing the life of me. 

"Stop commanding me baby and fuck me already" Selena hisses and I grin at her sudden control before her hands slid my boxers down and I fling her panties to the floor.

"You ready for this baby" I asked and she nods.

I thrust myself into her and her nails instantly claw into my back causing me to bite my lip in pain but so much pleasure.

"Shit" Selena cried and I stop forgetting she was a virgin.

Well not anymore.

"Sorry baby, I'll go slow and steady baby" I whispered moving gently as sweat trickled down my back trying to become rough of her.

"Hmm" Selena nodded detaching her nails from my back before they reached my ass causing me to chuckle.

"I love you so much" I groan feeling her walls clench around my cock and I gulp going deeper till I reached her g-spot. She let out a scream as I massgaed her inside.

"Oh baby" Selena said breathlessly and her legs rubbed against my ass pushing me closer if that was even possible.

"I want to stay like this forever" Selena laughs and I felt myself release into her.

"Forever" I promised looking back at her big brown eyes laying against her before our eyes drift shut after what seemed like paradise.

THE END

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Finally finished this book