My Best Friend

''Sometimes I sit alone in my room, not because I'm lonely but because I want to. I like it but too bad sitting by myself always leads to terrifying, self-destructive thoughts. When I'm about to do something, he calls. He is like my own personal superhero and he doesn't even know it. Now my superhero never calls and there is no one to help me, maybe I should get a new hero. What do you think?'' ''Why don't you be your own hero?'' I didn't want to be my own hero I just wanted my best friend, too bad that's all he'll ever be to me- a friend. Trigger Warning so read at your own risk. The book isn't paused I just discontinued it on this website. reading.https://www.goodnovel.com/book_info/21000016718/Romance/My-Best-Friend -if you want to find out about her best friend