the guilt inside. (edited)

If you are in any chapter between 41 and 49 before 'redoing'/(edited) I ask you to read chapter 41 again, or else you will get confused xd

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(POV: Noah)

"So...we're going to New York?" Seras said in front of me with surprise while I was eating a sandwich. It was early in the morning. I responded, "Yes, I decided to go to New York. I was exploring the city for a while and didn't find any vampires. It seems like they're finally over... Good news."

Seras took a bite of her sandwich and said with a smile, "Great, that's finally over!"

I nodded my head, thinking that the city's vampires were finally done. Although there was still all of Pennsylvania, honestly, I didn't really want to explore the whole place. I wanted to go to New York to get some things...

"But what about Jess and John?" Seras said with some concern in her eyes. This is Jess's house... I don't know if she wants to go to New York...

I heard a door open and saw Jess coming out of the hallway. She looked like she was just waking up. "Hey! Do you want to go to New York?"

"I don't feel like going..." she responded in an annoyed voice.

I looked at Seras and said, "Well, she doesn't want to go."

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"AAAAAAAAHHHH!!" Seras's screams filled my ears as we flew through the sky. I decided to fly; we would get to the city faster. She was clinging to my back, her breasts pressing against me. Damn, they're big.

"We're almost there, don't scream..." I said for the tenth time today, but Seras kept screaming at my back. We were close to New York. Luckily, I made a shadow barrier so normal people couldn't see us.

After half an hour, we finally arrived in New York. I landed on the roof of a building. Seras fell to the ground and said with a trembling voice, "Ah... I don't want to do that again..."

"Don't be so afraid. In the future, you're going to have to do the same..." I said with a smile. I crossed my arms and looked at the city. It's still pretty much the same as I remember it.

"Well...now we need a temporary house..." I muttered as I looked at the buildings and people walking through the streets.

"Follow me, let's walk for a while," I said and jumped into a nearby alley. I landed on the ground, and Seras landed next to me. We walked down the street, seeing how full the streets were. It seemed like today would be a quiet day, huh...

Seras and I walked for a long time. During the walk, we saw people talking, some about uninteresting things and more.

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"Well, this looks useful," I said as I looked at the big hotel in front of me. This place looked decent.

"Ah...Master, are we really going to enter here? This place looks quite luxurious..." Seras said with some nervousness when she saw the large hotel in front of us.

"Yep, it looks like a decent place..." I said with a smile. I walked towards the door and entered. I saw some people at the reception of the hotel, approached the reception, and saw the receptionist.

"Hello, I came for my room," I said with a smile, looking into the eyes of the receptionist. The receptionist looked me in the eyes, and his eyes shone slightly. "Yes, sir... your room..."

"The most expensive room, please..." I said with a big smile. The receptionist nodded.

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I lay down on a large, oversized bed, so soft... I had to hypnotize several people, but I finally got a very expensive and luxurious room.

"Ah... wow..." I heard Seras's voice close to her. She looked around the room with bright eyes, like a little girl given a new toy.

I got out of bed and looked out a large window. The view here was incredible. I could see a large part of the city from here.

"Well...Seras, stay here. I want to go to a specific place. Take care of the room," I said with a smile. I formed a dark fog and went out the window, flying with a speed that no human could see with their eyes. After a few minutes, I reached my goal. I landed on a building and returned to normal, seeing a large school in the distance.

Midtown School of Science and Technology.

"It's time to put the plan into action, trapped spider..." I murmured with a small smile.

Although I should also go get different powers...

Maybe I should go to that mutant bar...

I watched the students enter the school, seeing several with their backpacks, and noticed a girl my age in the distance—it seemed like it was Gwen.

I sat on the ledge of the building and looked into the distance, observing the bustling city below. Cars sped by, people bought food, and it was a normal day as always.

Turning into a black fog, I flew through the city like a blur, reaching the top of a large building in seconds. Returning to normal, I looked at the cityscape from there, sighed, and lay down on the ground, gazing at the blue sky.

"Maybe I'll do a villain scene...a classic villain fight with Spider-Man...it doesn't sound bad at all..." I murmured with a smile, watching the clouds drift by.

Jumping up, I decided maybe I'd just get some of his attention...

I ran across some buildings, noticing police cars chasing a vehicle—it seemed like they were after some thieves. Well, how about this...?

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(Third Person)

"Follow him!" the policeman said from inside the car, almost at full speed chasing the thieves' vehicle.

"Damn... so close..." the driver said, sweating and gripping the wheel tightly.

"Calm down, cal—" the passenger's words were cut off as the thieves car suddenly flew into the air. "STOP THE CAR!!" the policeman shouted as they narrowly avoided a collision.

The police car skidded to a stop just in time. The policeman quickly exited the vehicle, eyes widening in surprise as he saw a figure in a strange suit—almost completely black with red accents, and a black mask that hid his face. A black spider symbol with red dots adorned his chest.

"What the hell...?" the officer muttered, stunned. The mysterious figure approached the thieves' car, ripped off the driver's door effortlessly, and tossed it aside. Onlookers recorded the scene with their phones.

The figure in black pulled the driver out of the car, blood trickling from the driver's head. "Oh... haha... damn... I don't want to go to jail..." the driver muttered weakly.

"Jail...? No, no..." the masked figure replied, his voice chilling. "Prison is useless..."

Without warning, he grabbed the driver's head and crushed it. Blood sprayed, and the headless body fell to the ground, eliciting gasps and even vomit from the onlookers.

"Holy shit... STAY STILL OR I'LL SHOOT!!" the policeman shouted, aiming his gun at the black-suited figure.

The figure disdainfully dropped the headless body. "Do you want to die...?" he asked grimly.

The policeman trembled as the black-suited figure's gaze bore into him, cold sweat trickling down his back.

Suddenly, a figure in a white and black suit with a hood landed nearby. The policeman sighed in relief. "Ghost Spider..."

Ghost Spider narrowed her eyes at the figure in black, glancing at the headless body. "Why did you do it...?"

"Because I wanted to... any problem?" the black-masked figure replied.

"You..." Ghost Spider clenched her fists. "It looks like I'll have to send you to the asylum, huh..."

"Haha... good joke... try it..." the black-masked figure retorted. He pointed his hand at a building, and a strange black web shot out. He swung away, with Ghost Spider in pursuit, using her own web.

As she followed, Ghost Spider thought, "Another one like me!?!"

The black-masked figure swung through the buildings, pushing off and soaring through the air before landing on the roof of a building. Ghost Spider landed behind him, poised for confrontation.

"Who the hell are you!?" Ghost Spider demanded, her eyes full of alertness. She never imagined someone would murder so directly and coldly. The person in front of her had put her on high alert.

"Come on, Gwen... you already know me, right?" The figure responded. Gwen widened her eyes in shock at hearing her real name. How does he know my identity? she thought, gritting her teeth.

The guy began to slowly take off his mask, revealing short brown hair and a large scar on his forehead. His brown eyes looked empty. Gwen froze, starting to shake. "P-Peter...?" she muttered.

Peter smiled. "Hello, Gwen... it's been a while, hasn't it?"

Gwen stuttered, "But... but you... Pete... you... uh...?"

She put her hands on her head. "I... I don't understand... you... but you... ah... ahhh..."

Peter's smile widened. "Haha... it's fun to see you like this, isn't it? You know something funny? I didn't die... they caught me... they injected me with things... I was used as an object... every day hurt... sometimes I felt like my skin was melting, my eyes falling out. I almost died once... and you know what? I always thought you would come help me... every day, every hour, every minute... but you never came..."

"No, Peter... I thought..." Gwen's words failed her, her mind blank.

"Haha... you can't even answer, right? What a disappointment..." Peter said with empty eyes and a small smile.

He slowly put on his mask. "Well... I really hated that you never came. It seems like I always had false hopes... well! Showtime, right?"

Peter ran towards Gwen and kicked her. Gwen's spider sense activated, and she dodged the kick quickly. She backed away and yelled, "Wait!! We can... we can talk!! This doesn't... this doesn't make sense!!"

Peter sighed. "It doesn't make sense? It doesn't make sense to you. I just want to calm my anger, Gwen... I don't want to hate you, but... I can't help but hate you from the bottom of my heart."

Peter used his black web on a nearby water tank, tore it off, and threw it at Gwen. She dodged it by jumping into the air. Peter leaped and punched her. Gwen hesitated to dodge and covered herself with her arms, flying a few meters through the air.

She crashed into the wall of a building, and the wall began to crack rapidly. She jumped and ran up the wall, leaping to the roof and rolling on the floor to avoid a large piece of rock that Peter was holding with his black web.

The stone hit the roof floor and cracked it. "Peter!! Calm down, please!!" Gwen screamed, her voice breaking. Peter landed on the roof and said with disdain, "Haha... don't mess with me. Calm down...? Shut up once and for all. I finally got out of that damn laboratory, and you want me to calm down...?"

"Gwen... please... shut your mouth. I want to hit you so hard you'll never walk again... so come here..." Peter's voice was dark. He ran towards Gwen and kicked at her face. She dodged and counterattacked with a fist to his chest. Peter was pushed back a few meters and grabbed his chest in pain, grunting. "Haha... that hurt..."

"I'm sick of it..." Peter said through gritted teeth. He ran towards Gwen and kicked again, which she dodged. His kick broke the roof floor, and both of them fell down quickly.

Peter landed on the ground. "Haha... this is funny... don't you think so, Gwen?"

"Peter... this is not fun... if you keep this up, you're going to hurt more people... please." Gwen clenched her fists tightly, searching for at least a hint of the Peter she remembered—the good and kind Peter.

"Gwen, Gwen... shut the hell up... every time I see you, I think of that damn place... that place... THAT PLACE!!" Peter grabbed his head and screamed in anger.

Peter charged furiously at Gwen, his fists a blur of motion. She dodged a punch aimed at her face with a somersault, and Peter's fist collided with a wall, shattering it instantly.

"Peter... if you continue like this, I will have to stop you..." Gwen said seriously, though guilt weighed heavily on her heart.

"Then stop me... if you can," Peter taunted with a smile, launching a flurry of blows at her. Gwen managed to dodge some of the attacks while others grazed her suit, leaving cuts on her face, hands, arms, and legs.

"You look better like this, Gwen... like something broken," Peter said with a sadistic smile and half-lidded eyes.

"I never really wanted to do this but..." Gwen murmured. She ran toward Peter quickly, kicking him in the jaw. Peter lost his balance and nearly fell but managed to scratch Gwen's back. She winced in pain as blood slowly seeped from the wound.

"Haha... well... it seems like I'm running out of time... but I've done enough... bye Gwen!" Peter said with a grin, shooting his web at the ceiling and swinging out of the building.

"Peter!!" Gwen screamed, but she only saw Peter leaving. Almost collapsing from the pain in her back, she gritted her teeth and muttered, "I'm sorry... forgive me... I'm sorry..."

"Sorry for not helping you... Peter..."

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(POV: Noah)

I was eating a steak sandwich while watching TV on my big fancy TV in my hotel room. I think I gave a decent performance...

Once, I visited Peter Parker's grave and found it still intact. I think I did a good job. I saw a piece of skin and blood on a small table next to the bed. I grabbed it and swallowed it. The metallic taste of blood was familiar.

I saw Seras watching television and decided to go into the bathroom in case something unexpected happened. I sat on the toilet, waiting.

Minutes passed and nothing happened. "It didn't work...?"

Out of curiosity, I stuck my hand to the wall. How strange, I didn't feel anything.

I tried to pull my hand out, but it didn't budge. I frowned and used a little force, causing the wall to crack slightly. Ah...

"It worked..." I murmured with a smile. I closed my eyes and calmed down quickly, removing my hand as if nothing had happened. I approached the wall and placed both hands on it, starting to climb. So this is what it feels like to be Spider-Man...

I climbed to the center of the room and said, "Great... not bad."

I jumped to the floor and left the bathroom, seeing Seras lying on the bed. "Hey, punch me."

She looked at me with confusion but shrugged and got up from the bed. She clenched her fist, and suddenly I felt a strange sensation in my head, like a buzzing. When her fist was closer to my face, the buzzing felt like an alarm at maximum volume. I dodged her punch, and the buzzing stopped. So this is my spider sense...

I smiled and lay down on the bed. It seems like I made decent progress today... I'll get some sleep. Tonight, I'll go out to get more Blacklight abilities.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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N/A

another episode """remade"""

I hope you enjoyed it!