Ch 16; don’t you miss me?

"Do you even know what you are doing Kyra? I know you want me just as much as I want you. . ." Conri moved away from her and more towards the bed that they had both shared making crazy love, professing their love for each other.

" Don't you remember anything from this room, did you forget all your memories from this place too as you have forgotten the pack in general? "

Kyra didn't move, he just stayed there and stared at him, of course, she didn't forget, those memories are playing in her head as she stood there, there was no way she would forget all those nights that they spent making love and talking till the daybreak. She would never forget how he taught her everything she knows now about s3x.

" Yes Conri, I forgot about everything. I don't have time to think about those things, they are in the past now " He looked at her, then walked slowly back to her.

" I know you are lying, I know very much in my heart that you are not telling me the truth, but I really want to know is why? "

" Why? Why what? "

" Why do you think you can lie to me " He kept moving closer until she had her back against the wall again.

" I am not lying to you, and should there be any reason for me to not remember? " She replied, holding down the hem of her blouse. He was practically breathing into her neck, there was no way for her to pass, she was stuck.

Kyra looked up at him, she loved this man, his hard body, his capable hands, his soft lips that always tastes so good. . .

' if you want him so much, tell him, I have been starved for so long, I had no idea I needed to feel Arian so much ' Celeste woke up again, and Kyra could feel her wolf, stronger now. Truly it's been too long since Kyra's wolf has had the opportunity to mate with Conri 's wolf. Now she was reminding her, it was as if a force came upon her.

Her breathing became forced and uneven, but she needed to fight her will upon Celeste, Kyra thought she would not give her the upper hand this time, because she has seen what has happened in the past. Celeste is so hard to tame, but now she won't allow her.

" You feel it too, don't you? The force between us. I have been trying to put him to place for so long, I don't think I can do that anymore. Kyra, I want you so much. Don't you miss me? "

" That would make it the hundredth time you would ask me. And I am still going to give you the same answer. Now let us go back to what we were talking about before you changed the topic. Why did you not explain to me what you were going to do in the council meeting before you went ahead with it, and don't give me that crap about you not knowing that was going to happen, you always know what you do, you don't do things without calculating it first. I know you, now answer my question " She finished, but it was obvious that she was nervous.

Conri kept looking at her for a full minute, making her even more nervous, then he said, completely ignoring her change of subject.

" What is the same answer you have been giving me, Kyra? Answer this one, Do you miss me? "

" Answer me first, and let us be serious right now. I don't have any patience left for you "

" I am fucking serious right now Kyra, do you miss me? " His attention is now on her lips, she was breathing too hard, and she feels her heart would burst.

' say yes Kyra, don't let him get frustrated ' Celeste pushed

' Of all time to be awake Celeste, you choose now? Really? " She snapped back.

' Do you want me to take over? I'm stronger than you, you know? I can decide to do this without your permission '

No, Kyra thought, that would not be good, it has never ended well when Celeste takes over. She is the beast. If she doesn't cooperate now, it will end very badly.

' Okay, okay, I hear you. But we still have to tell me the reason why you have not shown up all this while, leaving me all to myself. '

' I know I did badly, I could not be without my mate. I would be lonely too. And you were the one who left. You could have stayed and he would have protected us '

Conri was still looking at her, she was lucky that he seems to be giving her time to make up her mind, he would have known that she was communicating with Celeste, and he knows Celeste would never reject him. He smiled down at her, still looking intentively at her face.

" Crazy man! I know you know exactly what I am going through. You knew this would go your way, right? Because you know now that my wolf is wide awake " She snapped at him.

" You got that right! I know she is always on my side, Adrian is Cheering now you know? So there is absolutely no way I would miss that. Now answer me, before I lose my mind " He said smirking.

" But why would you want to know if I missed you or not? What would that do for you? "

" Even if you don't want me now as much as I want you, I would like to hold on to something, if you miss me, then maybe. . . Just maybe I will be able to go about my day in a light mood than I was earlier and get a nice sleep today "

" I missed you Conri, I still miss you. I hope that does you all the energy you need. Now, where is my room?

" The next room, we have an adjoining door, you are free to come in here as you please, and since I am already giving you the permission to enter onto my room, I am giving myself the permission to go into your room as I please "

She started to complain when he talked " Don't worry, I will not do anything you won't want me to do "

" But how is that going to work? " She said her voice knowing.

" Just trust me, it will. I just want to be next to you, that's all. Don't take that away form me please, that's all I ask" He said, his voice pleading.

And she knew that if she rejected him, it would be too wicked of her.

" Good, I want to believe you, and I will "

" Thank you, your room is well designed to your taste, I am sure you will love, I didn't forget the things that makes you happy " He said moving away from her and letting her pass.

" Thank you, but I will check it later. I want to go find my sisters first. Dani especially, I need to know that she is alright "

" I can come with you if you want " He volunteered

" No, I am okay. Let me do this myself first, I want to have some alone time with them. Let me do this "

" But how will you know where to look? "

" Don't worry about that, I'm sure by now the rumor would have spread that there is a new Luna like you have so announced, I will use that t my advantage. I just need to find Viktor, right? Don't worry I will be fine "

"Okay then, I hope you will know where to find me" he finally agreed.

" Of course! If I don't remember anywhere in this pack. I cannot forget this room " She said and began to move towards the door, realizing what she had just admitted to.

" Wait Kyra! You said you didn't remember!"

But she closed the door begin her without replying.