First time

Rio and I have talked about this, namely how do I get closer to Bella, I've thought about it over and over again like whether I should take Lianti for a walk. Ah, I don't think so, but Rio is very sure that Lianti will walk with me if I take her for a walk. for some reason he is so sure but I can't just trust him right now because sometimes I doubt his ideas or suggestions. I've been out with women but yeah that's my own mother not my boyfriend, so I don't know how to date with that couple. Rio always lectures me because of my doubtful nature. but what i'm confused about is what movie should i choose for me and he'll watch it later, guess what kind of movie it is, i'm still confused right now

Rio: "Yeah, it's okay, you just need to take a walk, what's so difficult, he really wants to believe in me"

Ryan: "Yo asking a girl out is not as easy as you think, yo, it's hard"

Rio: "It's actually your fear that makes it difficult for you, it's actually easy to do but it's just from your mindset that you think that it's hard and hard, so it's really hard"

Ryan: "Yo but this time I'm serious, it's not easy for me, I just want to chat sometimes sometimes I doubt what's going on?

Rio: "Yeah, listen to me, okay, you just have to go and watch it then eat and then take a walk where you know where you know, just follow the flow, what's hard, I already told you it's your mindset that made all of that. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . it's hard"

Ryan: "Yeah, it's really easy, Yo, but do you think there's a certain point that if you're not cool, the whole plot from start to finish won't be fun?"

Rio: "You believe me, you follow like that. You're just yourself when he leaves. If you're really cool when you're used to people, it's because that person is a new person and a girl. That's why you've lost all your unclear mindset. yes"

Ryan: "Then what should I do? I chat with him and take him for a walk?"

Rio: "Yeah, small talk first, what kind of cake, then you try to take a walk"

Ryan:"okay wait"

I finally tried to chat with Lianti again because I wanted to ask her out on a date on Sunday night. although Rio I think he's a little pushy like that but he's pretty much made me aware of the stupidity that I often do like that what else has been embedded in my brain and has become my habit like that this is the first time i will ask a woman to date with me later, i am nervous, afraid, anxious, and have negative thoughts if i will be rejected outright or the woman will feel bad for me or something else. This became the most important moment in my life because I asked a woman out for the first time. I still doubt whether I chat Lianti hoping to ask her out or not. but over time I made up my mind and I finally chatted him with the aim of taking him for a walk.

Ryan:"excuse me"

Lianti: "yes"

Lianti: "Why is that?"

Ryan: "Hmmm it's okay, I just want to ask if you want to enter SMAN 15, how do you do it?"

Lianti: "why is that so?"

Ryan: "it's okay, my friend wants to go to SMA 15 but I don't know what the requirements are"

Lianti: "Ohhh, that's right, so the requirements are actually easy, because the NEM is for your grades to enter the school, you have to be good at least above average, so if it's not above average, you'll be shifted later by someone who has it. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . higher NEM"

Ryan: "Ohhh, that's right, so you have to catch up with NEM so you can get good ones and you can compete later with the other kids"

Lianti: "Well, yes, Yan"

Ryan: "Oh, I see, thank you."

Lianti: "yes yes"

Ryan: "No, you don't want to come with me on Sunday, so at that time I wanted to go to the cinema with my friend, but when I bought it, it turned out that he couldn't watch it with me, you don't want to be with me, it's a shame if it's Angus, it's me. Even if you're lazy to watch it alone, will you come with me?"

Lianti: "Wait a minute, you invite me to watch this?"

Ryan: "yes, but if you don't want it it's okay too"

Lianti: "Wait a minute I'm afraid that Sunday, there's an event like that, sometimes I and my mother go away on Sunday, okay?"

Ryan: "ohhh it's okay if you can't don't force it, it's okay"

I know this will happen to me, even though it politely refuses but I should not have asked him to go with me from the start.

Lianti: "Come on, how come I can calm down on Sunday"

Ryan: "Huh? Seriously, do you want to watch it with me? Are you not lying?"

Lianti: "yes anjir why are you like that, the main thing is Sunday at 7 o'clock you go to my house, I'll Sherlock my house next to it"

Ryan: "Yes, yes, yes, at 7 am I will come to your house on Sunday, I don't think you want me to invite you"

Lianti: "I'm also busy, Sunday, there's no empty activity, so I can just watch it with you."

Ryan: "Yes, yes, I'm ready, thank you for that."

Lianti: "ohhh yes it's the same"

it turns out he wants to watch with me, I think he refuses me subtly by saying that but in fact he doesn't accept me and wants to walk with me later to watch a movie. I'm so happy because this is my first time asking someone out and getting accepted. I haven't gone on a date yet. I already imagined what a date with him would be like, I was already excited like crazy. ohhh yeah I'll just ask Rio later maybe he knows what kind of film is right for me.