The Community Dirty Secrets

In our own community there was no protection because even there a lot of us got raped, molested, mistreated, abused mentally and physically and even my mom was raped when she got pregnant with me and when she tried telling the leaders of the community they threatened her and told her that if she told anyone they would take us from her and ban her out of the community so she kept it a secret because back then they were just considered "Ni*****" who migrated from America and wasn't wanted there by the Israelis or Jews so she had nowhere to go, no one to tell and no one to help her even if she tried leaving or getting help. My father (stepdad) would always beat on his wives including my mom and us and even his other 3 wives would abuse and assault us and my mom and no one ever did anything about it. Never knowing why but every time when we were young and one of us would wet the bed we would get beaten and put out of the house and forced to sleep behind my stepdad house no matter the weather and everyone would pretend not to hear us cry, sometimes we would even have to stand in the corners in an ironing chair over night holding books over our heads and a few times my grandmother threatened my stepdad that she would call the kill him if he touched me again with all the whips and blood marks I had on me and because he told me he would kill me and my mom and he never stopped trying to!