These Violent Desires (Rowoon's POV)

Rowoon's POV

We were driving through a dark thicket, the road stretching away into darkness like a magical path to faerie land. The moon hid behind ebony clouds like a butterfly trapped inside a bush of thorns. Yunseo was like the moon in that sense. I was the plaguing darkness, entrapping him within an unbreakable cage so that he will never escape.

I wasn't doing it on purpose tho. He was being the target of rival clans who were after me and this innocent boy would never be able to fend off such wild beasts on his own. So I had to lock him up somewhere safe. Maybe I was partly enjoying it, having him close to me, getting to see him, touch him, taste him. The things I could do to him which will make him kneel like a cute submissive rabbit, obeying his alpha wolf. . .

"Mmmh..." Yunseo mumbled in his sleep. He was dozing off peacefully on my lap, his head leaning on my shoulder.

Just one look at him awakened all the dark feelings I have been fighting so hard to suppress. His pouted lips, his blushed cheeks, and his messy hair all ignited my inner desires to a new level. I balled my hand into a fist and took in deep breaths, hoping that it would calm my system.

After an hour of being tortured by the sleeping beauty, the car finally reached the mansion, thus relieving me from my libidinous heat.

I got out of the car and carried Yunseo in my arms. I didn't care about what the bodyguards or the servants might think. All I cared about was the cute little rabbit sleeping peacefully in my arms.

I climbed up the front door steps, holding Yunseo carefully so that his sleep will not be disturbed.

Two guards opened the front door and stepped aside as I marched through the marble hallways. I was walking like a storm, not replying to any of the greetings my guards and servants were giving me. I glared at the guards who dared to look at Yunseo's face and kept a reminder in my brain to punish them later.

My stormy long strides took me to my bedroom. I had planned on taking Yunseo to a guest room but I didn't know what compelled me to bring him into my own room. I never let anyone in my room, not even boys from the brothel. I couldn't decipher any of the thoughts running in my inner conscience. My mind was fogged and my nerves were going crazy.

Instead of standing like an idiot and staring at the little rabbit's blushed face, I decided to act with some sense and manners.

So I placed my sleeping beauty on the canopy bed and hoped that he wouldn't feel any sort of uneasiness.

He was already lost in a deep sleep, eyes closed tightly and his lips puckered up in a cute pout. He looked like an angel cursed to be imprisoned in an eternal slumber. If he was the Angel, I was the Demon. We lived in two separate worlds. Two separate worlds which were forbidden to unite or form any sort of intimate bond.

And yet here I was, gazing at a forbidden flower. A flower I could touch but never possess.

I hadn't thought of seeing Yunseo again. I hated the idea of something bad happening to him. If I was a part of his life, only chaos will ascend.

Pa was right. Me being involved with Yunseo was wrong since the beginning and now assassins were already targeting him. If I hadn't met him, if I had enough patience to control my desires, none of this would've happened.

Seeing that idiot Juyeon touch Yunseo made my blood boil. I would've punched that jerk in the face if Yunseo hadn't bolted away from me. Seeing Yunseo talk with him was enough to drive me insane. I couldn't blame my toxic possessiveness... it was a trait of mine.

"Mmm.." Yunseo mumbled in his sleep. Seeing Yunseo's messed up blushed state was making me so hard. He could turn me on with a simple glare. Ever since the day I met him, I have been dying to taste him, to feel his body underneath mine, to punish him in my own way and ruin him. I could have a boy to satisfy my pleasures at any time of the day. But Yunseo was making me feel things that I have never felt before. It was an alienated feeling. A feeling that sent shivers down my spine, made my heart beat fast, and made my dick so wet.

I snapped. I couldn't take it anymore.

I climbed on top of Yunseo's body, my wet fascinations conquering my thoughts like a wild beast. I pinned my knees on either side of his waist and leaned down slowly. Yunseo's calm breath brushed across my face as both our faces were only centimeters away from touching. I licked my lips, dying to touch the little rabbit as I looked at him longingly. I kissed his cheek. I kissed him in circles, moving from his cheek to his jaw and then to his neck. His perfume was so arousing. He smelled like rosewater and jasmine...two desirable elements mixed into one. I breathed him in and licked his neck, letting my tongue slide on his skin and taste him. He tasted so sweet. I could lick him all night, I could devour him and let my carnal lust overrule me. But I didn't want to finish enjoying him in one go. I wanted everything to be slow and happen one at a time.

"Hmm..." Yunseo mumbled again and tried to roll onto his side. But he couldn't of course...I had a very firm latch on his body. He was still fast asleep, locked up in whatever dream realm he dwelling in. I didn't mind his sleep so I undid the first two buttons of his shirt and opened the front of his shirt. His pale milky neck almost made me drool. I hungrily kissed his adam's apple and collarbones while my teeth softly bit his skin. My hand ran through Yunseo's hair, tugging on it slowly while my mouth sucked the little rabbit's neck like a beastly vampire. I really was a big bad wolf ravaging the sleeping beauty.

I had to see his full view. I had to see Yunseo's beautiful body in order to satisfy my thirst. So I started to undo all the other buttons. The shirt hung loose on his shoulders, revealing a pale, smooth chest. His nipples were pink and very inviting. I ran my hand on his chest, my fingers tracing circles on his skin. Not being able to control any of my violent desires, I started to lay wet kisses on his slender abdomen. Yunseo had a well-defined sexy six-pack and I couldn't wait to ravage it with my kisses. I could see that his waist was very slim and pretty. It only made him look sexier and hotter. Gosh, what a pretty body he was hiding underneath those baggy shirts and hoodies! I was glad to be the one claiming such a beautiful masterpiece.

Right when I was fidgeting with the buttons of his pants, the little rabbit kicked his legs and tried to turn to the other side. "Mmmh urggg..." he mumbled with frustration.

That little movement woke me up from my feverish haze.

What was I doing?

Yunseo was drugged and he was unconscious, his mind and body drifting in and out of restless sleep. I shouldn't be using this situation to satisfy my own dirty cravings. This isn't who I was. I wasn't a rapist and I would never abuse an unconscious boy. If I wanted to have sex with Yunseo, I would do it when he is fully awake. And I'll make sure that he will never forget our level of intimacy and ardor.

I removed myself from Yunseo's body and sat on the bed. I ran a hand through my sweaty hair and gave out a loud sigh, depression already weighing on my fervourous mind.

"Gosh! What is wrong with me?!"

Maybe a glass of vodka and a night walk in the mansion's peach blossom orchard would clear my head.

But I couldn't find the energy to do any of that. I was too tired and my body was drained by all the libido I was suppressing.

So I lay beside Yunseo on the bed...

When I had sex with my male escorts, I never slept with them. Nor did I let them use my bedroom. I was never the type to cuddle with them on the bed, listening to their breathing and heartbeat as they fell asleep. That was not me.

And yet here I was, hugging Yunseo close to my body, my arm wrapped tightly around his slim waist while his petite frame was pressed close to my chest.

I was listening to his small breaths and his cute little heartbeat. The way his chest rose with each breath, and the way his face looked so calm and so adorable made me feel strange inside.

I dismissed the weird feeling and tried to close my eyes.

But I knew that I would stay awake all night, the cold of the night accompanying me in my mysteriously complicated sensibility.