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8-Unbelievable.

"Nova....shit little pup" I heard the fallen say before he moved away from me, but I didn't care what he's saying, all this isn't right. Believing that my mother sacrificed me to Lucifer, the tail, the ears, they must be a trick of his, I got to get away from Lucifer. "Nova, come here little pup" I heard a firmer voice say, Lucifer voice, he came toward me and pulled me to his body while I just sobbed out.

"Everyone dismissed" I heard him say to the rest while holding me, his hand pushing my head against his chest. Every demon in the room left, not before casting one last mean look toward me, the only one that stayed was Keiran. "Leave Ki" Lucifer order him too. "Luci, I was just playing with her, I don't know what happened, she just started to cry" Keiran says, his wings moving up and down in a sigh motion. "She's a bit fussy, now leave" Lucifer explains, my pain wasn't fussiness, my pain was unbearable, but his attitude was unbelievable.

After Keiran left, Lucifer took us back toward the throne, sitting with me in his lap, he kept petting my head and back trying to calm me down, he even bounced me around. But all I could think about was how bad this all hurt, if I go down to the place where the souls are would I find Andy? Would I find my mother, she couldn't have sacrificed me, she just didn't want me, who'd want me. I was trying to do a job and I need to end it, I'm not going to be Lucifer's pet! I'm no ones pet! Now that I had myself under control, deciding that I'm not staying here, I'm not anyone's pet, I'm not staying in hell as a plaything, if I'm coming down here, it'll be with my own honest earned actions.

"That's my good girl" Lucifer says once I'm calm, I decided to play it along, let him have this moment until I found my way out. "Now what had you all crying like that?" He asks, the hand that was petting my back never stopped, I'm not going to lie it actually helped me calm down. "Nothing" I mumble the word sounding nothing like me few minutes ago, I can't believe I almost gave in, I almost showed Lucifer my most vulnerable side. It's not something that anyone is allowed to see, only Andy did, calling me cute when I felt the need for extra cuddles and hugs on long cold nights.

"It's not nothing Nova, did someone scare you?" He asks again, I just shrug, I scared myself with how easily I almost gave in."I see you're out of your headspace is that the problem, it'll be back soon puppy, no worries" he says, I don't know what he means by headspace but I'm guessing it's another world than saying I was being vulnerable for him, but I'm not anymore. Looking at Lucifer I could see the confusion on his face, it's like he's trying to focus on something but isn't able to, I felt my brain goes into jungle mode, everything was coming back at once.

"Do you want to lay down?" He asks, I was quick to nod yes, I'd like to go anywhere without you Lucifer. He picked me up and took me toward the same room from before, helping me out of the jeans and the shirt, I had to stop myself from growling at him, I never growled like this, and now it all seem natural. He had me in one piece pijama, it's similar to the one that kids wear, covering both my feet with it, but leaving my hands free thankfully.

"Good night pup" Lucifer tucks me in the bed, landing a kiss on my forehead before leaving. Unbelievable! What does he think I am? A small child? Or maybe a puppy! I'm not both and I'm not staying here, now it's ky chance to get the hell out of here, and I thought hell would be kinder to me, stupid, stupid Nova. I tried to take the stupid thing off me, it had a button up toward my collar, I had to mess with it until the button gave off, I took them off and went back to wearing same clothes as before, I had no shoes but it's okay, I'm still going to make it out of here. I tried to take off the collar but that one was locked in place, without the key I can't do anything, once I'm out I'll cut it with a chainsaw if I had to.

I sneaked out of the room making sure no one is looking at me, the floor we're on is giant, he said it's the only one I'm allowed in, yeah right! I think the fuck no, I'm leaving! But where is the fucking stupid door, I think to myself with a groan, think Nova you aren't a stupid dog that he wants you to be. I move searching for a window, once I know what floor I am, I could tell if I can climb out or where to find the door.