40-Choices.
"Mama why did you have to leave me" I say holding her close, crying even more. This is my only chance to meet my mother, the woman who had to sacrifice me, the woman who died and left me for that cold world, my mama. "I'm sorry Nova, I was young and weak, but look at you now" she says kissing my cheeks, what to look at, I'm dead, aren't I. "I'm dead mama" I say out loud. "I know love, but you are in heaven now, you're safe" she says, but I was safe before, I was even happier before, I had my daddy, my friends, my life.
"I want to go back, mama I was happy, I want ot go back" I beg her, I just want to go back to where my happiness was. "You can't go back now Nova, you're part of heaven, I can show you around, you can stay with me, I'll take care of you now" she says, but she doesn't understand how important it is for me to go back down there. "No mama, you don't get it, I was happy down there, I had my daddy, I had my friends, I need to go back, please, could we talk to someone about it?" I beg with her, while she just shakes her head no at me.
I sobbed I sobbed for my loss, I sobbed for losing my daddy Lucifer, my friend Keiran, I've lost everything, all I had in life was pain, and when things turned around, I was dealt with betrayed from life, a stupid car accident killed me, that all it took for me to go, a car accident, throwing me in the water! Talk about life being unfair, but this was just my luck, I cried, and cried, and cried some more. It reminded me of when daddy said he should put me to torture people along with the demons, I was annoying, annoying enough to get heaven all fed up with my crying, I just cried and radiated negative energy, all the angels looked at me with disgust, even mama couldn't help me calm down, instead she just held me, she just told me things would get better.
"Fine Nova, you got my attention," the same damn angel says, he's the reason for all of this. I jump toward the reason for all of this and start slapping his chest over and over again. "This is your fault! You did this! You idiot of an angel! Why did you do this!" I yell at him, he looked annoyed, but he didn't stop me from hitting him, he just waited for me to be done, looking at mama to hold me back. "Now tell me what you want brat, everyone is over your crying" he says with disgust filling his voice. "I want to leave, send me back to hell to daddy" I say. "I can't do that, you ended up in heaven" he says. "Then send me back to hell!!!" I yell at the idiot of an angel. "I can't do that you brat!" he yells back at me, even with mama's holding me, I got out of her arms, and jumped on him, scratching him with my nails hissing at him.
He didn't take my attack kindly, his annoyed looked turned to be one of anger, he slapped me on the face hard, making me fall to the ground, I started to cry some more, this hurt, why did he hit me, I wasn't hit since the second I left the orphanage and went to hell and now he did this, and this is supposed to be heaven! I started sobbing louder from the pain, physical now and the emotional pain.
"Azazel! What have you done in the name of our Lord and everything holly" another angel asks getting in the middle of us, he offered me a hand pulling me up, the new angel hugged me, petting my back to calm me down, he wasn't daddy but I did need the comfort. "Michael, the brat wants to go to hell," Azazel says. "And why would you want that child?" he asks me still holding me. "Cause my daddy is there," I say. "For the lord's sake, her daddy is Lucifer" Azazel yells again. "Shut up!" he orders Azazel, yes shut up, Azazel looked offended, he walked away.
"Child, staying here in heaven means you'll get a second chance, a second life" the new angel explains to me, but I didn't want those, I want to go back, I shake my head no. "If I send you back, someone would have to take your place, they have to volunteer" Michael explains to me, I smiled thinking about that.
Later that day, I was back in hell, in the palace, I ran to the throne room, knowing that's where daddy would be, and I missed him, I ran inside to see him sitting on his chair looking annoyed, Keiran sitting on his right side with my chair still in the middle. "Daddy!" I say running toward him, he had me in his arms in no time, kissing my face and mouth, over and over again, I didn't even have to ask for kisses. "You're back?" he asks. "I'll never leave my daddy alone, I'll annoy heaven until they send me back," I say making him laugh out loud. "I love you pet" he says. "I love you daddy" I say back.