39-Heaven.

The water filled my lungs this time, this time no one was there to save me, this time it wasn't just me, and this time it wasn't my choice, I was afraid, I hate water, there no more ironic way for me to go. It's how it all started, me, Andy, Lucifer, the first time I jumped, he spanked me for trying to do it, but this time it wasn't me, this time it was an accident. I felt me myself being pulled out of the water, if I ever survive this, I'm never getting baths again, daddy could spank me all he wants, but he can't place me under the water again, not ever, I'll even stop drinking water now, I hate the water, I hate it.

I wanted to sit up, I wanted to spit the water out of my lungs and ask daddy to take me back home, I hate earth, not even the promise of a million new teddy along with ice cream could talk me into coming back here ever again, I want to go to hell, back to home. I tried to sit up again but I couldn't I wanted to look around but all I could hear was voices, some people voices, and then a new voice joined them, one I don't recognize, but this voice was stronger than the other ones, this sound he could hear me, he was smiling at me.

"Nova" he says and finally I could move, I sat up, but I wasn't in my body, it felt more like I'm a ghost or maybe I'm just dead. "Andy" I call but he was laying next to me not answering, next I was now looking for daddy and Keiran but couldn't find them, all the people around us, they all looked like they couldn't see me."No one can see us, just me" the new guy says, I looked at him, really looked at him, he had wings, big white wings, unlike the ones Keiran has. "Who are you?" I ask him."I'm Azrael, the angel of death," he says, he's the last angel I'd want to meet or see, but he's here now to take us.

"You're here for us?" I ask afraid, knowing it's my time, but I didn't want to go. "You are here for no one Azazel leave!" I heard Keiran yell, he came and stood in front of us. "Keiran" I call to him but he couldn't hear me. "It's not up to you fallen" Azazel answer him. "She belongs to Lucifer, if you think he won't burn hell, earth, and heaven for her then you are mistaken" Keiran yells back.

"Yeah! I don't want to go either!" I yell too. "It's not up to your lord, I serve mine, he said to bring her" Azazel says, but he's not listening I don't want to go, I want to stay here. "If you dare touch her, I'll be the one killing you personally" Keiran warns him again. "How do you know she's not with me right now? How do you know her soul isn't in heaven right now?" he says teasing Keiran. "I'm not in Heaven! I'm a bad girl! I want to go to hell" I yell at him, it's what I want, it's where I want to end up. "If she left you wouldn't be here" Keiran says, oh thank god, he knows I'm still here. 

"Fine, it's time we leave little Nova," he says dragging me toward him, I didn't move but my body did, it moved right toward him, I didn't want to move but I did, I screamed, I passed Keiran now, there's nothing holding me back to earth. "I don't want to go Azazel let me go, let me go" I screamed, as our body met, and we went up in the sky, what part of I don't want to go didn't he understand, I want to stay here.

"Keiran!!! Daddyyy!! Luciferrrr!" I callee to them all trying to stay here, I didn't want to leave.

I screamed, and screamed until we made it somewhere, it didn't hurt, but I didn't want to come here, I didn't want to leave my daddy, I was happy with him, I was having a good life, why did he come now! Why not before, when we made it wherever we are meant to be, I fall to my knees crying, I lost everything..."Stop crying, you're in heaven now," Azazel says leaving me be, on my knees crying and begging to be sent back down. "Nova..." a woman voice calls from behind me, I turn to her, she looks like me, just without the ear and tail, I try to touch my head, they are back. "Who are you?" I ask although I knew the answer. "Nova...my baby" she says hugging me tight now, I sobbed into her shoulder, this hurt so much.