Chapter 06

I don't really believe, that memories of many years can be erased over time. My memories of that boy I used to play with got mixed up with the memories of the two girls I met, all of which makes me seem indifferent as I no longer recognize the faces of these 3 people, they must have changed a lot over the years. .

That boy I knew as a child, must be a super popular guy today and girls must queue to talk to him, or have his attention, something rather annoying, is thinking about how another man is living, it's quite strange same.

I wanted to go to the park today, but dad wouldn't let me leave without taking Julia with me. I really didn't want to take her with me, she'll be watching me, and when I go to talk to a girl, she uses her famous phrase "Wow, Paulo, you finally found a girlfriend, I was already thinking you were gay, you already warned the daddy?" And it gets worse when she sees me with a man talking she comes up smiling and says "Before, I had doubts if you really were, now seeing you in this state. I believe you are really gay." It completely pisses me off, I can't sneak away or I'm going to get grounded again.

I think the only thing I can do is play and go to sleep afterwards, this is so frustrating, I'm going to go to my room and play.

— Uwaaaaaa! I've played a lot, and I'm so tired, I think I'm going to lie down here for a while. - he said stretching, and throwing himself on the bed, he took a manga and when he leafed through the third page he fell asleep.

* * *

They strolled through the park, taking a moment to stop and admire the scenery. The park, while small, had a certain peace and serene beauty about it. The sun set behind the clouds, casting pink and purple lighting across the scene. One could almost believe that this place was a haven, a haven away from all the troubles in the world. The couple, after a while, sat on a bench and just watched the sunset together, sharing a brief kiss as the light disappeared across the land.

She looked at him with a flushed and breathless face, she could only stare, put her hand on his face and caressed.

— How it was? Did you like it, do you like it? - she said still panting.

— Good. I liked it a lot, and this was my first kiss, you took my first kiss. - he said breathlessly.

— Glad I was your first. This made me very happy. - she replied while smiling.

— I can't believe my first time was with... - he said as he was interrupted by screams.

* * *

— Paulooooooo! Wake up soon, daddy is calling for dinner, stop playing gameseroges and come to dinner. shouted Júlia from the stairs.

— Then. Was this all just a dream? No, it couldn't be, it felt so real. And I thought it was real, but why did I dream about her? - he thought.

While we ate, silence prevailed, and my father, witnessing that scene, broke that silence by looking at me and burst out laughing.

— How it wasyour school trip? Did you get a lot of girlfriends? he asked.

When I heard that, I gasped instantly.

— Daddy! Why this suddenly?

— Well son. Don't play innocent, you must have a line of suitors behind you or even someone you like. - he said looking at me seriously.

Júlia, who just listened to all the conversation, stopped her meal and looked at me.

— Daddy! Do you really think someone like him, a weirdo, would have a lineup of suitors? - she said.

His words cut me like a blade. I got up from the table and went to the bathroom, submerged myself completely in the bathtub and stayed there thinking.

— Could it be that everything that has happened so far is just a coincidence? No. I don't think so, coincidences don't exist. They must be just kidding me. - I thought as I heard the door open, I lifted my head and then a female silhouette appeared in the box.

— Huh! Doesn't Julia realize I'm here? - I thought while watching her little striptease show, it was different to see the body of a sister that you haven't seen for so long and she had grown a lot.

When I opened the shower door, Júlia, distracted, came in only wearing a towel and noticing me in the bathtub, we were scared together.

— Brother! Why are you here? she asked as she walked away.

— I came to take a shower. I replied covering my eyes.

— Now I can't get married anymore, my brother violated my beautiful little body, siscon.

"Don't say things that could incriminate me, I didn't do such a thing." I replied as I got up.

Julia, moving away from me, lost her balance after stepping on a piece of soap that was on the floor and fell on top of me.

— Julia! What are you doing? - I asked still stunned by the fall.

She simply lifted her face and slowly approached mine.

— Brother! I can't hold it anymore. I'm sorry. - she said while holding my face and brought her lips to mine. I tried to move away, however, she got closer, and feeling her body glued to mine, my heart raced and my breathing became labored.

When I thought I would forcibly lose my first kiss there in that situation, and I was already prepared to deny the loss of it, the noise of the fall resounded in the living room and our parents entered the bathroom scared by the noise that resonated and witnessed that scene.

I didn't react and I couldn't look them in the face while I was on my knees in the living room, they sat on the couch just looked at me with anger.

— So... I need an explanation for what just happened. What were you two doing naked in that bathroom and in that embarrassing position? Dad asked sharply.

His cold gaze went straight to my heart.

— Daddy... I... - I stammered.

— Daddy. It's my fault, I went into the bathroom and didn't see that Paulo was there. - she said while looking down.

He looked at her coldly and turned his gaze to me.

— So Paulo, I'm wanting to hear your version too.

— Daddy! I went into the bathroom to take my shower and when I was finishing I didn't realize that Julia was entering. When I tried to get out, she pulled away and ended up losing her balance and falling on top of me. - I replied trying to sound calm.

He got up from the sofa and grabbed an album that was in the closet.

— Listening to this. Reminds me of the time something similar happened, you always showered together and when you grew up your sister's temper changed and I decided it was better to stay away.

he said as he flipped through that album and turned back to us.

— I don't believe, that in more than 6 years since this happened, two brothers would do the same thing again. In this house I don't allow this shame, so stop it already. - he said closing the album.

I nodded and asked permission to retire to the room, that event should not have existed.

* * *

Lying on the bed, I started remembering what had happened while reading a manga, and this event caught my attention.

— What did she mean by "I can't take it anymore"? - I thought.

Knocks on my bedroom door echoed and snapped me out of my trance.

— In between.

The door slowly opened, and Julia walked into my room and sat down in my chair.

Looking at me seriously she took my pen and pointed at me.

— Brother. You must forget what you heard in the bathroom. - she said.

— Why should I? - I asked.

— Why I want you to forget. There's nothing special about it. What I said there doesn't mean I like you. - She replied apprehensively.

His eyes wandered around my room, as if he didn't want to meet mine.

She then got up and left the room, her shaking hands were noticeable.

— What just happened? - I said as I got up from the bed.

"pen"

The sound of a new message chimed from my cell phone, a message from a person who usually never texted me.

" from: Rafaela

to: paul

Paulo, if you're still mad at me, I apologize first. Secondly, I wanted to ask you to the park now, can you come?"

from: Paulo

for: Rafaela

Of course I can. I'm on my way."

While waiting for everyone to sleep, I tiptoed to the door, and slowly opening it I heard a voice behind me that scared me completely.

— Where do you think you're going? - said Julia.

— Dad... I... - I said as I turned around.

My disappointment was just Julia standing behind me.

— Oh. It's just you Julia, I won't say where I'm going. I replied as I opened the door.

She looked at me and approached.

— I don't know where it's going. But you forgot that if you don't tell me I'll talk to Daddy about you leaving at this time. - she said while holding my shoulder.

Seeing that I had nowhere to run, I turned around and then looking at her:

— I tell then. I'm going to the park to meet a friend. - I replied.

Her reaction turned into an apathetic one. She just smirked and looking at me without saying anything turned to go to her room.

I breathed a sigh of relief and headed for the park, thinking that everything was taken care of.