Chapter Forty Two

Horror

Scared

Shaking

Crying

This is my situation. Who's going to accept after watching me with my real color? Don't know how he's feeling? He needs to know. He saw me now. Then why is he not saying something? Opening my bra I turn. His eyes widened with horror. The Reflection in the mirror describes his situation. His eyes were running everywhere but not on me.

"This is me. Your Rose. With lots of wounds." Look at me and show me how horrible I look with my burnt skin. Every time I faced myself in the mirror I saw only old Rose with tears and wounds. This is the real pain I'm holding on my back and my front. Look at me and say I don't want you.

"Speechless huh? Don't ask me who did that and why? Reject me if you want. I can accept your decision."

"You're the same for me and I'm never going to raise a question on you. But let me clear one thing when I saw you, I saw you whole. You're always a perfect and beautiful Rose. I'm thinking about the situation, your tears, your pain. How much?"

"Enough for me to punish myself after what I did to you? This is Karma." He came closer and turned me towards him. His pitiful eyes landed on me. Before he touches me I stop him.

"I'm not good with touch. Especially here." Whenever I looked into his eyes I only saw hate but today it's a pity.

"Now I understand why you always want me to switch off the lights. You think this is going to stop me." He took my face in his hands. Sensations run in my naked body when two skin touches each other.

"Nothing can stop me. You're mine. Let me touch you. Let me take your pain away." He wiped my tears and kissed both my cheeks. His phone started ringing again.

"Go inside my room." Nodding, I walk towards his room. Why do I trust him? Why now? His footsteps followed me while he's speaking on the phone..

'Yes.'

'She's with me. Now handle everything there and don't call me' Is he talking about me? Coming inside I throw my panties aside and sit on the bed shamelessly. What is happening to me?

"Face towards the wall." Shaking legs, blurring eyes, my body turns and my knees bend on the bed. In which I hear he's taking off his clothes. My breath increased thinking about him touching me. The last time was different. Everything was black and now it's open in light. He sat behind me. Oh god no...

"Take a deep breath." Huh? Fingertips slowly touch my shoulder from up to down. He's just touching politely but I jerk away. Hot breath teases me in ear.

"Rose it's me so don't worry. Breath baby." God, I forget my breath. Fine, let's do this. Let's end this now.

"You're thinking about finishing it but let me remind you first I'm gonna take it slow so just feel it." Between words his lips touched me and every time my body jumped with shoot.

"If I crossed my line then show me my place. Just trust me okay." Nothing came to mind. Just the person and his touch. He's Ronald. God I'm in the deep ocean.

"Words."

"Y.. yes." His arms circled my waist and pushed me in his lap. My back is touching his front. His hardness digging in my ass, the heat transferring in every cell. He's something else still I'm trying to understand. Holding myself far away from him I dare not to touch him but he's grabbing and holding me tight.

"I'm going to kiss you and you know where. If you don't feel better..."

"I want to try." Yes, at least for once I want to replace my memory. From behind his warm hand came and pushed me down a little on the mattress. Taking the blanket in a tight fist I waited for him. His soft lips touched my skin slowly and my whole body tensed. The mark, my back starts burning.

"Relaxed." Tears trailed down from my eyes. I can't... turning my body I hold him tight in my arms. Now tears turn into floods.

"What happened?"

"I can't."

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to see him in you. He's a monster who turns me into a witch." Today I saw his eyes were a little softer towards me. Why?

"Look at me." When I did he kissed me softly and kept going until I felt at ease.

"You're a beautiful and gorgeous girl. You think your wounds stop me. Never. But if you want me to stop, tell me immediately but today we both need to forget ourselves. Just you and me." Lying down on the bed he hid his face in my neck but in the second I felt his tongue running around with kisses. This time my body responded. His beautiful face is in view when the curtains go up and the clear moonlight from the glass door falls on his face.

"You're handsome." He smiled a little but his eyes laughed the most. My cool fingers shook badly when I touched his lips. He kissed my fingertips.

"You're cold. Let me."

"It's one of my favorite spots. You're so sensitive from here." We both came in charge when our bodies came in contact. Skin to skin we both touched each other. Melting in each other's heart our desperation came from our mouths. His kisses are at first sensitive and sweet but then it changes in hunger. From down he found his space between my legs.

"Ron." We both stopped for a second and took a breath but again taking each other face in hands we licked skin.

"Keep going." He stops himself for a moment when I drop kisses on his face. From another side, his right-hand grabs my leg and pulls up on him where I can feel his manhood touching my hole.

"I can feel your heart through my cock. You smell so good." God! It's the first time he talked dirty with me. The musky smell of sex mix with sweat. Both his hands came up and grabbed my boobs.

"Want me to suck it. Your nipple is always teasing me like they're talking with me, why not we're in your mouth." My hands run on his flat back when he simply applies kisses on my nipples.

"Look at me." My eyes closed in pleasure but when he told me I obeyed. His dark eyes are full of lust and something else. Without breaking eye contact he took my nipple in his mouth. The wet tongue gave me shivers when he left my nipple for another.

"It's sweet Rose. You want me right."

"Yes please." My body jumps when I feel a finger inside. His mouth keeps running on my skin. For holding myself on spot my fingers run in his hair.

"You like it." It's a circle inside me. Automatically my legs spread for more.

"More." Coming towards me his soft lips take mine. He stops my gasp when another finger enters inside me.

"It's okay, you can take it." We lost each other. What's happening today was nothing planned. This is our destiny or fate that lets us repeat ourselves but on that day nothing happened. He holds me in his arms or just kisses me but today he is filling me with love or pleasure. The pain is now gone when pleasure builds inside me. The room hummed with the sound of kisses and moans but when his thumb started to circle my pussy another kind of sound ran in the air.

"Hear it. This is what you're feeling and giving me. So let it go." My legs start working when the pleasure builds inside me. I want to give up but how? But I want him, not his fingers.

"How?" He smiled and entered the third finger. God! I can't.

"Stop!" He stops and everything stops. What the hell?

"Don't!" What is happening to me? I'm enjoying myself with him. Looks like my world has started again.

"Are you ready?"

"For what?" The answer came with his cock when it entered inside me. He thrust inside and pulled out. Wow! Circle my arms around him. I pulled him near me. He broke all my organs. It's a pleasure I'm feeling in real life. This is called sex.

"I'm not going to stop now." He dared what he said. Pulling out and thrusting inside he took me hard like he thought. His thrust changed slowly like he's taking his time. Inside my wall filled with him. The deepest he goes, the closer I can feel pressure. Immediately he took me slowly. Today he left everyone for me to spend the night with me. He's pretending to hurt me but in return, he's giving me pleasure.

"Rose, you're feeling so good." In the moonlight, his white skin looked like a cream. Now I understand why every girl wants to lose herself in him. He's a god that holds every girl's lust.

"What does that look like?"

"You're perfect." He threw kisses on my boobs.

"That's why you chose me." But suddenly I remember.

No

What the hell did we do?

"Ro.. you're not wearing a condom."