8 chapter Meet My Death 

On my way home I can't Hail any single cab for me. Walking on my way street looked gloomy not even an ounce of living being appeared in front of me as if I was the only living being existing on the planet Earth dark black clouds preoccupied the sunny sky as if it felt like life turned its face from us.

I can't even imagine this morning when I wake up that this wonderful day is going to be ruined like this. It's quite sunny this morning how can it be this gloomy within a few hours?

 So gloomy and devastated like every good feeling and happy memory occupied by the darkness nothing worse can happen. Not even a single glimpse of hope shiny on my path. I felt lonely betrayed hurt on top of this unexpected weather which makes me even sad

And on the other hand, apart from these painful feelings left nothing as if I feel like an empty shell this darkness sucks my soul left nothing. Still, I walked aimlessly with full of effort. The strong wind made every single move harder to take further steps yet I needed to walk forward.

Strong wind and heavy rainfall make things difficult for me to even stand so walking is the farthing I don't want to be this weak at the present moment so I keep telling to myself, I can do it when I reach home I can seek answers from Alex. get to know about everything which I want to know I should trust Alex since we know each other he never do anything like this. 

I never thought in my life that Alex ditch me. I clear my mind with all my efforts. I walked faster and faster so I could reach Alex's home. something was nagging on the back of my ear and I felt my stomach crumbled. Felt uneasy my heart rate increased rapidly because of anxiety like I could foresee something was going to happen something was not right with Alex. Hope so it's just my imaginative fear I don't want Alex to be in any danger. Or face anything that harms him 

He didn't come to pick me up this morning as he was always there to pick me up wherever we went outside and not even a message. this morning for the follow-up plan and I waited nearly the whole day he didn't come not even a single reply. Maybe he is busy even if busy he could let me know that he couldn't come but as a matter of fact, he does not answer his phone. Or anyone in his house. Something is strange, something isn't right.

When I connect all these dots. I can't feel like breathing some heavy pieces of stone placed over my heart that heaviness chuck air to pass through in my lungs. Strange thoughts knock in my mind a fear constantly increases maybe bad news soon opens its door to me. And show me its ugly face. A cruel reality is waiting for me. On Alex's house

When I nearly lost hope I told myself Alex was alright I just needed to walk faster so I could see Alex soon. 

I don't want to think too much everything is alright. my hard work bears fruit finally I'm in front of Alex's house after climbing two to three stairs and the door is right in front of me. 

My heart pumping so fast I couldn't even raise my hand to knock I took a deep breath to calm myself down and slowly knocked on the door but, I get any....... reply again I raised my hand and this time I rang a bell no one replying...

Know I'm completely shocked as if sand is slipping down through my finger. without any second thought, I continued banging my left hand on the door and my right rang the Bell after fifteen minutes I still didn't get any reply.

 Be aware that no one is in the house. like I lost my senses completely blank and slowly walked out of the house with my shaken legs. rain is still pouring it's a stormy night but my heart becomes void I don't even feel rain drops or any cold feeling usually I'm a person who doesn't stand cold weather but, now I'm completely wet still didn't feel anything all my mind is occupied with Alex.

When I walk a few more steps suddenly my legs lose their strength and I fall under the stress...

Then I saw something that I couldn't even believe my eyes something like this or it's just an illusion because I was too tired 

A wolf three size bigger than me with blue drizzling eyes walk towards me ......