Euphoric

I know it will end up leaving.

But when I feel this, my whole world is bright.

Without it, I don't think I could breathe.

My heart is breaking up. It's shaking.

Some how I'm going to have to learn to live without you.

I am afraid of those moments.

Whether I'm sad or in pain, it all feels the same.

I'm numb.

Please shake me awake. I'd rather it all be a dream.

If nothing is real, there is nothing to feel.

For now, my emotions are the silver linings in clouds.

When snow falls my heart will freeze.

Then, so little will be left of me.

Tomorrow is coming closer.