CHAPTER 4

Dear Diary,

After our second subject,Kaycee and I went to IMS café.It was just 10 in the morning but I already felt sleepy.Kaycee surely felt the same so she came along with me.University of Aberdeen is really huge that's why it took a few minutes before we reached the café.

I was surprised when I saw Harvey there with his friends Jason,Seelder and Ketchor.Our eyes met...the reason why he smirked.Maybe some silliness came to his mind immediately.I just rolled my eyes at him and followed Kaycee.I'm not in the mood to heed him.

I was walking to our table while holding a tray when I suddenly tripped.I winced because of pain.The spaghetti and juice I ordered had plung to my face making me look nasty.I was embarassed.People in the café just laughed at me.Even Harvey whom I somehow hoped to help me.

"Look at her,she looks like a trash!" Zeelah said.She was tittled the queen bee.

"Let's get out of here.Don't mind them." Kaycee uttered while helping me stood up.

We left the café immediately and went to the nearest comfort room.A tear escaped from my eyes so I quickly washed my face.I heared Kaycee sighed.I also saw her rolled her eyes on the mirror.

"I don't have any idea why you still have that feeling.Gross." She uttered.I just chuckled so that she wouldn't notice the sadness I felt.

"I don't know either." I smiled bitterly.

I wish I'm like the other girls here in the campus.Sophisticated and beautiful.Not like this...nerdy,ugly and weird.

-Zarine