02.3 | Behind the Scenes

'I watched the entire Naruto series and most of the Naruto fanfictions, and nowhere was such a dark side shown, and in many FF's where the MC is tired of the clan, they just leave the Clan Quarters and live without a care in the world, and THE MAIN POINT IS THAT NO ONE DISTURBED THEM UNTIL THEY STARTED TO SHOW OFF. Damn all the lies. No matter how hard I tried, I was slain, abducted, tortured, experimented on, and mentally raped for my exposed talent and knowledge, which I accidently released while sleeping and spoke in my dreams after fleeing the clan compound.... Fortunately, it was all in my vision, DAMN. '

And how could Kumo even penetrate such an observant, alert and vigilant Hyuga clan as shown in the anime when Hinata was kidnapped, and what about Sasuke, who simply kills most jounins like chopping onions. I know how alert a jounin is during combat time. DAMN ALL FAKE. '

'What clan leader, what hokage seat, what kage power, what super kage, what rinnegan, what sharingan, what tenseigan, jougan..... If I survive one ninja war, I'll just dance nude in front of the entire kohona. '

'OK, Ren, calm down.'

'Deep inhale and deep exhale'

'Think about all crises now because I am extremely paranoid.'

'Curse Seal Technique" 3 years after awakening Byakugan, this can destroy my brain and turn me into an idiot with -ve IQ DAMN.'

'Fkin hell, I was born in the wrong world, wrong country, wrong village, wrong clan, and wrong family wrong wrong...' cursed Ren in his mind as tears formed in his eyes and he began crying again.

"Wah waah"

'Disobedience by demonstrating disrespect or crossing the limit of the clan branch rulebook, They all despise it when someone from the branch talks to them without fear, I don't even know how the patriarch tolerated Hiruzen. Oh, and disrespect means pain regardless of who my daddy or granddaddy is. The clan will most likely send me on difficult or even death missions, so NONO. '

'Peeping from the third or root or orochimaru when training or conducting missions I remember Orochi did the same to Itachi when he was practising, and in most fanfics, the MC exposes his strength during training or gets caught by his companion and then the bloody drama starts. '

'Mind readers, hmm sharingan and Yamanaka clan users, I won't even know when they get interested in me and decide's to read my memory and and…This is mental rape.'

'soul reader DAMN Rinnegan and six immortal that ghost, I don't know if he knows that I am transmigrator or otherworlder like his mother, but but I have read many ff's. This old guy is definitely old Yin Ratio, so lo profile till I can deal damage to pure souls. DAMN,

There's not even a single technique shown in anime that deals damage to pure souls in the ninja world, DAMN DAMN this is a conspiracy. why are there no record of any technique in ninja world that do damage to pure souls? Let's keep this matter aside for now, less I get his attention. Hmm, maybe he is viewing me as a little mouse just in case he knows about me. '

'fortune teller mutherFkin Toad Sage, no maybe all Sages, who knows when they tell their summoners that naruto ninja world saviour has change, it will be a boy with black hairs and white eye go train them to be ninja saviour or there will a demon born who will bring chaos to ninja world go and spread this information to ninja world and kill him before he grows… I even read few ff's where these situations happen DAMN DAMN'

'Time travellers DAMN i remember i watched Urashiki otsutsuki travelling to past and getting KOed by sanin How the hell Jiraiya even knew his span location hmm maybe toad told him about this.. DAMN Cheater.. He goes back to around 17-20 years back hmm safe side 25 years so no high profile till i have super kage power lvl + 25 years DAMN should i start a family in this time Nah.. hmm Yes clan developing game sounds fun'

'Who else is there hmm Yeah big eyeball on moon hmm maybe its better to leave it undisturbed since incident only got bigger after kaguya for freed hmm maybe destroying it also acted signal for otsutsuki entry else how the hell no one came in b/w 1000 yrs after kaguya got sealed hmm i remember toneri otsutsuki closing space crack on moon yeah so this big eyeball acts as jammer maybe stealth'

'And finally, I have to make a situation where my poker face is considered normal, so situation like child abuse situation and loosing emotion part.. Yeah so acting has to keep going till few days after byakugan ceremony then poker face DAMN my cheeks really hurts a lot'

'AND LASTLY HOW WAS I BORN HERE cause I remember doing IT work on my laptop hmm no accidents happened in my memory, IS THIS Soul Travelling ACCIDENT Or Backhand OF someone hmm too creepy but one thing is clear that I will definitely get my answers in those sealed fuzzy memories.'

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