chapter 9

The last time binta met with fathur was a few weeks ago. Just when he didn't believe in binta's words. After that he didn't meet her and even ran into her again.

And now, fathur is here, not knowing what it means to come meet with binta.

Though binta has sped up her pace so that she does not meet fathur for the time being, she has a lot on her mind. "Love, I'm sorry about yesterday."

But binta quickened his pace, because he had had enough of the game fathur that pretended to look so cute in front of his parents at the time. "Ta, give me some time to talk to you."

Bask shut his eyes wondering what fathur will do to him. "Come with me," he ordered.

Fathur follows binta from behind, no matter where she takes him.

Already fathur had followed binta, and in the end binta stopped his step in the park behind the school.

"So why did you come to me? How many weeks have you disappeared and didn't know where," asked binta to break the silence.

"I just want to say I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't believe you the other day."

Binta quiet, not understanding what game the man is playing again. "I don't need to be trusted by people, including you. Because I don't think you need to trust me, because the way I see it makes me feel I can't trust myself."

"I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. You're letting me down."

"I've apologized to you for a long time before you apologized to me," replied binta. "Now you have? There's nothing to discuss. One more thing, please don't get attached to my parents. if you want to stay close to me, it's just you and me, not my parents."

"Blove, maybe at this moment you haven't felt what I love, my life is ruined because of your mother"

"Ta, where have you been? I've been looking for you, you know," gavina asked.

"I ran into fathur,"

"And? How? What did he say to you?"

Actually binta's tired of having to talk about fathur. "He just apologized for yesterday vin," she said simply, there was no point in explaining anything else, since that was the whole point.

"I thought he'd say anything to you, but you gotta watch out for him, all the time I've been here, he's never been very good at school. How many times he has had a spo, and never have his parents come, I think he comes from the broken home family," explains gavina, who has been in school for a long time and knows fathur.

Blove does not need to discuss what gavina says.

Binta also actually knew something was wrong from the fathur side.

Gavina picked up the piece of paper she had got off the table of binta. "Oh, ta, here's a letter from your desk. I haven't read it. try to read it yourself."

Binta began to open the paper "jauhin fathur, he is a danger to you," the sentence on the piece of paper.

"How's ta? What's it say?"

"The contents of this letter are telling me to put away the fathur,"

Binta doesn't know who sent her this letter, the last time she received a letter like this, like, a few weeks ago. Just when he was having problems with fathur and gavina. "I don't know what this letter means, vin, what's written

"Ta, I hope you have to be reasonable, because I've known what he's been doing in school," gavina counseled binta. Blove is silent, between he wants to shun fathur and think of who would dare send him a letter like this. "Ta, by the way you know that?" gavina said again. "No, I don't know and I don't want to know about her," she said. "You don't have to give a shit, I'll tell you what. When Bella became an official," gavina seems eager to tell binta. Love unacceptable. to be with Bella. "Did you do that? It doesn't matter to me, vin." Eventually, binta left gavina in the classroom, wanting to cool her down a bit. "How did they turn out? Bella's yesterday feeling was nothing, and what is the truth?" Angry binta in front of her school toilet mirror. All men were unfaithful, binta always just blamed her for being gone that time from Jakarta. So he can't go back to the way it was. Suddenly a binta phone rings, an unknown number calls her. "Oh, maybe it's somebody important, I'll just do it." "Hello slight," she blurted in doubt as to who was calling her. "Hi ta, how are you? It's me, Bella, remember?" ask someone from back there who's a Bella. "Oh, h.. Hello bell."

"Well, so it's kindergarten the day after tomorrow, and I'd like to invite you to our anniversary," Bella says again. "Oh, well I'll work on the bell," short binta. "Well, I was just gonna say that anyway, I hope you come." "Yes bell." Really this time bask is given a trial, he doesn't know how he feels this time is messed up. Just because they're dating. Love once hopes for a world she once knew. It's true what they say about time. We don't know what's going on after this. One second later we're all happy, disappointed. Or wounds. We can't guess because time is a mystery. Don't know who we'll be with after this? Or who might lose it? As well as man designed everything, if god had not wished it would not have happened. And maybe we plan on spending time with who and what it looks like but we can't guarantee exactly how much time we have left to live with. Because the reality of life cannot be governed by any human with any steering wheel to drive. So, we have to prepare everything for what happens in the future.