I Want You

I felt bad for him… I was staring at the scar that was on his belly as I got up and touched the scar softly without a second thought.

He groaned as soon as my fingers landed on the skin of his scar in his belly.

"What happened to you all these years?" I asked him with full of compassion. I was curious and sad at the same time, I suddenly felt the urge to ask everything that had happened to him...about his life and struggles.

It seems like my anger and resentment towards him had vanished instantly like a bubble as I saw his scars even if I don't know the main reasons why he got those scars.

But I didn't receive any answer from him… the room went very quiet for a while before my heart began to thud.

I raised my head to see his face and looked into his eyes… I was in awe to find him already staring at me intensely...the intensity of his flaming eyes that held mine was unusual.

I sat up to make myself leveled to his straddling position and moved my hand up to caress his face...I also laid my forehead into his as I closed my eyes. I could now feel his warm breath touch the skin of my face as his body tensed.

He wasn't saying anything… All I can hear is his heavy breathing and felt his hand at my back caressing it softly and moving his finger as if he was memorizing every inch of my fully cloth back.

I could feel his breathing get even more heavy with an occasional soft moan. I made my lips wet by licking it as I was staring into his half open lips and I suddenly felt an urge to initiate the kiss again…I moved my head forward slowly until my lips reached the thing that I was thirsty about.

My lips weren't moving yet as I still don't know how to kiss...his lips and mine were just touching each other until I heard an irritated groan from him...In a flash he started moving his lips… I shivered with the intensity of his kisses towards mine...It was passionate at first until it became aggressive as I slowly learned to respond to his intense kisses.

He invaded my mouth as he slid his tongue inside mine… He then licked every corner of it… He tangles his tongue against mine and then sucks and licks it. A strong jolt of electricity travelled in my nerves.

I was almost out of breath and was thankful that he parted his lips from mine…We were both panting.

"Faith…" His voice was so warm and husky and unbelievably sensual as he called my name differently than the others... Never had my name sounded so tantalizingly seductive from another's lips. He is the only person who's calling me by my second name...And for the first time it sounded like a lullaby to me. I felt like he was bewitching me. Desperation and desire seemed to be roaring under his breath. I never knew a desperate man sounded that seductive.

Could anyone blame me if I surrendered? I felt the fire that was burning inside me had melted the chain that shielded my heart and now began to work its magic on my heart. And I almost heard my heart cracking open. It's over...I am losing this game, I said to myself.

I slowly lifted my eyes to look at him, my heart was thumping so hard that my brain felt light-headed from all the sensations and emotions flooding all at once.

"I want you." The raspy voice that was hot and heavy with want, literally scorched me with the intense heat of his intentions.

And I could not speak. My tongue felt swollen and my mouth seemed to be glued shut. I don't know how to react. My heart was racing. I could not even follow the rhythm of my heart anymore.

"Ahmm…" I was hesitant to say a word maybe because of shyness… And before I knew it, I nodded... absentmindedly. Was I the one drunk? Why am I acting weird? I asked over my head.

His intense gaze glittered as if what he was seeing and hearing that moment fascinated him completely to his core.

Bewildered and disoriented, I waited nervously at what he was going to do next. He was just gazing at me so I closed my eyes for him not to see the emotions running through me.

Then I felt a soft brush of heat against my upper lip that made me go stiff...I felt his left hand on the back of my head guiding me as he slowly pushed me back into the bed together with him...I could not help but tense up.

This is my first time and the sensations and feelings seemed way much more than what I had expected.

But another touch came on my lower lip and then at the sensitive corner of my mouth. This time, he did not rush nor did he stop. His lips came at mine again and again in soft, silky caresses as if he were soothing every inch of it. Until I felt suddenly lightheaded and my body was no longer as stiff as a rock.

Shortly, Scott drew back from our kiss and an incredibly restrained hunger and desire filled his eyes as he stared at me, intently. His hand that was at the back of my head is now placed on the side keeping his balance. His other hand was caressing the soft skin of my legs up into my waist and to my belly… It was giving me a tingling sensation from the inside...every touch that he made… I tried to suppress the sound that is trying to come out of my throat.

The next second, his mouth possessed mine again with small, persistent kisses, coaxing my lips apart, so softly… so patiently. The kiss was different from what we had a while ago… when we were still standing on the wall.

I felt as if I was flying up into the clouds. Everything was becoming inexplicable. I found myself opening up to him, giving in to his delicious and passionate coaxing which was impossible to resist.

I responded to his kiss with the same intensity...I wasn't sure if I was doing it right...but basing into his soft groans, I must've learnt and returned the kiss correctly.

The instant I parted my lips, he sealed my mouth with his as if he had been waiting for that moment all this time. I shuddered at the sudden intrusion. My head helplessly tipped back against the soft linen of the bed as I felt the hammering of my heart and the blood rushing through my veins.

He slid his tongue even deeper inside as though he was exploring the inside of my mouth. Later on, his lips left my mouth as he kissed the tip of my nose, my both cheeks, my eyelids and my forehead... lastly a peck on my lips before it traveled down to my neck... kissing and licking it lustfully.

"Ooh…" I shivered, the moan that I was trying so hard to suppress had finally come out of my mouth. My hands moved and wrapped on his neck on its own as if they had their own mine as I tilted my head backwards giving him more access to my neck.

"Like that...Moan for me, my love." He utter, his lips were occasionally touching the delicate and sensitive skin of my neck to every word that he speaks.

And as he feasted on my neck again, I could not do anything but feel the inexplicable pleasure that was threatening to blot out of my consciousness. Something hot and sweet began to swell within my breast and stomach and between my thighs. Soft moans and groans were escaping from my throat as he kept calling my name in between his soft groans.

Meanwhile, his hand that was roaming around my body started lifting the hem of my shirt up. My shirt was so tight that he was having difficulty removing it and cursed out.

He eased back frowning as irritation filled his face while looking into my half removed shirt. Then to my surprise, I heard a tearing sound...And it was him forcefully tearing up my shirt into two pieces. His patience has completely been out of control.

"What are you doing!?" I blurted out as I looked into my torn shirt.

"That stupid thing is blocking my way." He said aggravatedly. "Don't worry, I will buy you new ones." He smirked and winked at me before he went closer to me and kissed me again.

His kiss travelled again to my jaw down to my neck leaving some marks in it… He kissed and nibbled me there and then slowly travelled down the hollow of my neck, licking as if he were tasting something divine.