28. Wait For Me

Nicholas's POV

Everything was going fine we spending our time with each at every night. I done my work early every day to had dinner with my family.

After dinner she always helped in the kitchen mom told her that she doesn't need to do that but she told her that she liked to help in the kitchen.

I was waiting for her to came out of the kitchen. When she came she looked at me and stop then come to me and asked me that I need something. I said no to her then asked her to go for a walk. She smiled to me and said let's go.

We walked side by side I wanted to held her hand. Then I hold her hand and she glanced at our hands. I was looking in front of us. Her hand was small in my hand and so soft. From only touching her hand I was feeling hot. I can't believe she had that affect me that much.

I asked her how was her day. she started to going her college. Today was her first day I wanted to drop her but I was so busy. I wanted to talk about her day. she started to telling me about her day then she told me about her friend. I wanted to listen about her but she talked about other woman.

Then I asked her teasingly what if I am attracted to that woman then she immediately said that I am not like that. I was so touched from her comment. I hold her both wrist and pushed her against wall. I asked like what. We were so close I can smell her amazing smell. Then she told me I am not like other men I am responsible man. I lost my control and kissed her lightly on her head then I turned her and started kissing on her neck. She's so responsive to my touch and started to moan.

From her sound I loose my sanity and kissed her hard her skin was like jelly then I bite her on her neck. She cried out loudly. when I heard her cry I snapped out and looked at her. I can see my teeth mark on her skin I feel so guilty in the end I hurt her I distanced myself from her and say sorry then leave her alone there.

I went to my study then wash my face with cold water. I said to my self... I hurt her in the end... I hurt her.....I still can't handle my inner demon. I don't want her to see my this side. I decided to distanced myself from her.

I don't want to face her if she asked me about anything. I don't know what to say to her so I avoided her for a whole week. she also ignored me. whenever we saw each other we just avoided each other.

I know everyone noticed this change between us and finally grandma asked about it. I said we both were busy but my mom also asked then she told them that I was rude to her so she kicked me out from my room. She was very bad liar anyone can say that.

I don't want to make suspicion about our relationship so I decided to sleep in the room. I am done taking shower but I feel movement behind me when I turned I saw she was falling. I stand near so I hold her and pulled towards me. Thank god I was wearing towel otherwise I don't know what happened. I saw her and she 's staring at my body specially my pecks then she put her hand on my chest.

I said to her that was she satisfied and she again lost her balance. From saving her the shower was turned on. I feel so irritated and said can't she stand properly.

I don't no why but she started crying. I asked her why was she crying and she innocently said that she was hurt. I am so worried and checked her body that if she's fine. Then asked her where was she hurt. She told me that because of me she was hurt. I don't understand and asked her then she cried more and said that I don't remember.

Now I understand why she was hurt I am feeling so guilty .I can't see her like that. I remove her hair from her face and kissed her on head and hugged her. She hugged me back and didn't stop her crying. I wanted to tell her that I don't want to hurt her and need some time but didn't tell her.

when she stopped crying I told her to change her clothes and leave her there. I also change my clothes and laid the bed. When she came out I closed my eyes then she also laid on her side and fall asleep.

I turned towards her she's smiling in her sleep. I said slowly...Just wait for Alexa... very soon we will be one.

Then I also fall asleep.