Hurt

It's been days since Amelia left and I am so scared I know something was not right. The house was so calm. Mr. Rogers has not been home for days now but I know he'll be back soon. I was so tired today after helping plant some flowers around the compound I went to lay down trying to get some sleep when I felt a presence before me. Before I could do anything he held me down. Finally, I am going to have my way with you. That little brat is gone now and nobody is here to protect you. I tried struggling with him when he wanted to pull my clothes off. He used the back of his hand and slapped me. I think I blacked out because when I woke up he was already inside me. I tried to scream but I couldn't. I just laid there and let him do what he wanted with me. After he was done he took his clothes and left. I cried myself to sleep. I guess this is the new life I am going to be living now. I held onto the necklace Amelia bought for me tight. I miss her so much. This went on for three good months I had nobody to help me I just kept quiet and let him have his way with me, Amelia called a few times I couldn't tell her but she knew something was not right but what could she do about it she can't come home to me not now she has to stay there. I started getting sick. I didn't know what was going on, I fainted today. I guess the maids found me and called the doctors. Congratulations, you are pregnant, he said, what am I going to do should I abort this baby.