Ch 2

I always wished for someone to pamper me to the fullest but the truth is there had no one in the world who thought i was worthy. While growing up I always had money for things useful to me but never because the person wanted to dote on me only because it was his responsibility.

Why? Am I that despicable?

There was never a birthday growing up where my family was really harmonious, it was so awkward that no body talked at the dinner table and there were even birthdays where I cried to sleep for a long time.

I dont wish for much just that the whole and void in my heart gets filled