the only way I was connected

So when I was alive well ya know in the Tutorial. It was a planet called earth I'd thought I would stop thinking about that fake place but I made it too I was at least 78 so I guess the Memories just were to real. Even though I made it through the families the friends the rules or you could say they first 18 Years where real I guess,where I really lived in that place, wow just wow the people who called me crazy my family my friends My wife My kids my everything just everyone told me I was crazy but no one I knew I'd be different I guess when I was just in My room smoking like anyone well I guess anything after 18 you would start the journey of discovery of the world your world I guess I did spend 25 Years of being famous only to be forgotten but that was just another Trial i guess everything after 18 was a Trial wow I guess my wife who'd I love was just another person like me but i left her to die in both worlds no i guess she died in one and the other one too only be eaten in the next by the people she called parents sigh I should have told tell her but she was a normal person no well a player no in her way a meal for them that's how they do it they show that a player is just a crazy person and thats when a crazy person. Is medically called a crazy person the doctors i guess youll call them the ones who call forth the net of death like a fish net I guess I'll call it a fish net because the people who make a start in this life's race called hells paradise is actually crazy to other player or people or i call meals but these meals are treated to act normal ahahah, wow How many players where trapped because they thought they where crazy they where eaten but at least the lasted 90 to 1010 years for them but it was only a night in the real dreadful world our night mares I'll call it hell at least they said you die and meet the devil ahah they could've told us it was the people we knew the most when we grew up before 18 I didn't like killing my older sister My brother my dad my mother and my gramps just why'd did I have to finish all those trials I had to kill so many people No demon my family No My Enemies. First day out of here but I'll let you know my story first my fake life on the Planet earth which took me 78 years but only lasted a night here come see the real world he'll and the fake earth.