Stupid Tara

Oona opened her eyes groggily. She felt numb all over as if she slept in the same position all night. She tried to move slightly to ease the numbness but was restricted by the heavy weight over her.

Oona blinked as the last night's events registered on her mind. Remembering their passionate night after years she felt good but she also felt... bad? or to be exact she felt like she didn't deserve this. She was not a person who deserved Joel or anyone. The thought that she doesn't deserve to live near him was so deeply instilled inside her that the happiness she felt by sleeping inside his strong embrace felt suffocating now.

'What the f*** have I done? I should have not let him near me. I am such a selfish b****. How will I Joel now? I gave him hope again!! I messed his life again!!' Oona screamed at herself inwardly.

Oona wanted to run now. Faraway, very far away from this warm and strong embrace. She looked sideways. Joel was hugging her tightly in his embrace while he buried his head inside her nape as if that was the softest pillow in this world. One arm was under her neck, while the other caged her, holding her firmly to his warm skin. Their naked skin Their legs were intertwined like wild vines engulfing Oona completely in his embrace. And most of all... his... his member was still... inside...

But Oona didn't think much about him still being buried as it was like a habit of Joel. He always slept like that. But still feeling that sensation after three years made Oona shy and strange.

Oona tried to move subtly. But obviously, it was not possible so Joel was woken up by her 'subtle' squirming. Joel groaned as he buried his head further in her neck.

"Don't move, dummy." Joel's voice rang in her ears.

Oona felt her ears twitching at that. His morning voice was rough and husky making her ears and stomach tingle. Her mind then wandered to his words as she understood his morning wood was torturing him now. And being inside her was like adding fuel to the fire. The blazing heat was growing more at an uncontrollable pace.

Joel's hands roamed on her waist as he nuzzled his head on the nook of her shoulders. His scorching warmth was rubbed on her naked soft skin making her crave for him. But Joel suddenly stopped and pulled away from her leaving Oona to shudder with the sudden touch of cold air on her skin. He pulled out of her and watched her.

Oona shuddered when he abruptly pulled out of her. She was about to protest but stopped herself.

'What are you even trying to do, Oona? It was for good. Anyway, I was going to get up. So why does it matter if it was him who stepped away from you?!' Oona chided inwardly and sighed.

She got up and pulled the blanket up her chest to cover her nakedness. Her eyes trailed to his. But Joel seemed not focused. He seems to be thinking something suddenly. Oona didn't feel like doing anything other than going away from here.

Oona tried to get out of bed and felt her legs shivering when she stood on the floor. She cursed him as she struggled to walk. Oona didn't bother him and walked ahead to the bathroom to get fresh and leave this place as soon as possible.

'Yes, This place is the problem. It made me emotional and we slept. Nothing else.' Oona said it was more like trying to find an excuse for her actions.

Joel's eyes followed that tender figure as he was thinking about something. He came out of his stupor and had a worried look painted on his face.

"We... didn't use protection..." Joel muttered as his brows furrowed.

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"Arghhh My head!!" groaned Tara while rolling on the bed.

Thud* clink*

"Ahhhh" She screamed as she fell from the bed.

"Owww Owww, My butt!" Tara cried out while rubbing her buttcheeks.

She whimpered as she crawled again to the bed. She sat there uncomfortably as her hangover was killing her now.

"Stupid, Tara!" she scolded herself while she paused suddenly.

Her eyes widened as her hands flew to her mouth. She gasped loudly while looking like she had seen a ghost.

"Whatttt haveeee I Doneeeee??!!" Tara screamed as the previous night's memories crashed inside her head.

"No no no! Taraaa!" She clutched her head while burying her head in her knees in embarrassment.

"Stupid, stupid! You climbed? On what? Tree??? It was humannnn!!!"

"I am done!! Oh my god! How will I show my face now?!" Tara cried out.

And then came another memory where she shamelessly asked Juan and Lyra to kiss!

"You have a serious mental issue! Just what was I even thinking?! He was your ex-boyfriend!!" Tara felt like plucking all her hair out in frustration.

She rolled on the bed as she kept on scolding herself.

"No! I don't remember! I don't remember anything!! Forget it! Forget it!!" Tara said deciding to play a very very very short drunk amnesia plan.

Tara dragged her body to get ready for the office. She was met with a hangover medicine when she came to the dining to make a sandwich for herself. She chuckled seeing Lyra's note on the bottle.

"You are dead meat after you wake up! You better not show your face to the young master of the Su family!

- Lyra :)"

"Young master of the Su family?" Tara whispered as she thought back to the incidents last night.

She gasped, "Don't tell me he was from the Su family!"

Tara felt a headache, drama knocking on her door already.

"Of all people in this world, you climbed like a monkey on a person from a military family?! You are so mad, Tara!!"

Tara shouted at herself as she remembered the Su family's background. She knows about all the top families in Country R. She knows that the Su family is very prestigious and the truth about the hidden ruler of the country.

And she dared to climb on the infamous youngest general of the country!!! And he was the next family head!!! What a rotten fate!!!

She felt like fainting now.

"He won't possibly hold grudges against a drunk woman right?!" Tara asked herself.

Tara shook her head rapidly and rushed outside to get to her office. She forgot about the medicine and her breakfast as she wanted to go to the office quickly. She thought maybe her office work will distract her from her stupidity!

Tara grabbed her coat and went towards the elevator.

Ding*

GASPPPP*