Chapter 2

After finishing all our class we all went back to our home . It's my second day here in college but i don't know why I'm feeling anxious today like a feeling to meet someone whom I don't want to.

I sit with Caleb again and now we became seatmates . I keep zoning out in class and Caleb notice it too . During break we came to one of Caleb hidden spot and this one is near forest . There he asked me the reason why am I keep zoning out in class. I don't tell him anything but it is as if he knows how to comfort me without asking for much he told me different stories about werewolves.And he also told me to change my human form to werewolf form as it will help me to relieve stress and anxiety. We both change to our werewolf form, his werewolf form is so huge and magnificient with golden brown feathers . And then we both ran into the huge forest and after sometime we change back to our human form and lay down on the ground and watch the beautiful trees covering the sky and sunlight passing through them appear as stars shining and twinkling in the sky.

Suddenly I sense a familiar pheromones so I get up and get overwhelmed by the enraged pheromones as it coming off from my mate. I began to hyperventilate and my eyes start to get misty . From my sudden reaction Caleb get startled asked woriedly what's wrong?? are you ok !! I'm start to get numb can't speak at all . I don't know if Caleb could feel the pheromones or not because he is not as much as affected as I am. Caleb close his eyes and start to concentrate he move his hand in air and create an invisible walls around us . Then he shift his focus back to me . Hey Pear!! look at me you are alright ok ..calm down relaxe he gently rub my back, take some deep breaths with me . Breathe in breathe out, breathe in breathe out , then I began to breathe normally .

He don't remember me , don't know me and my existence then why he always have to come back from nowhere to shake my resolve . I cried my heart out as I think of the beautiful memories of my mate.

Just who is he ? Caleb asked, Huh ... I smelled the intimidating pheromones of an extreme dominant Alpha. It seems like he is angry of something. I don't know, I also experience enraged pheromones of extreme dominant Alpha werewolf for the first time too I lied. He want to ask me something but he don't.

We both went back to our home.

I can't fall asleep all night as I was thinking of my mate Nick .I don't know why I feel his pheromones out of nowhere in the dense forest and I try look for him but he was not there. I love him I miss him but the thought of being hated by him scared me and that's one of the reasons I don't want to meet him cause if I do I don't think I can control myself for falling for him again and he will not even notice my feelings for him again .

It takes so much of me to come this far and I can't turn back now . I made a tough decision but that's for our own good. We both have good memories of us to reminisce on .