Chp.7- Can't control me

As he was leaning close to me resting his arm on the wall behind I was looking down, not because I was afraid or frightened but because this situation was too awkward. "I think you forgot that you are still in my house, so you must do what I tell" again my blood was boiling, I swear he should be given an award to make me this angry with only his words.But I had to reply so I looked up to him, "Then send me to my home , I will happily go away and live my NORMAL LIFE" at that sentence he banged the wall behind me and leaned more closer, "You are not going anywhere, NOWHERE" The moment he yelled I pushed him back with all my strength and there was finally some gap between us.

I tapped his chest with my finger and pushed him slightly "And here I was thinking maybe I'm wrong about you, but no matter what you say or do, you can't control me."

"Try me"

I scoffed "Oh please, TRY ME"

I picked up the shoppping bags from floor and threw it on the bed. "Its yours do whatever you want with them....and one more thing, I don't know about me but if you ever fall in love with a girl in future, remember this thing that if you love a bird while she is out there in the open she will come back to you but if you take her and cage her by force she will resent you till the end of her life" Its exactly what the owner of this body did but I thought he was diffrent, or hoped he was.

I just glanced him,he had an expression on his face that I couldn't tell what was, I just turned around and started walking but he held my hand and stopped me." Why do you hate me so much?" he asked, I laughed and turned around.

"You think I hate you? then listen I didn't say a word to you or throw tantrum after what you did to me that night, I called you first when I thought I was lost and needed help, I even hug...." I couldn't say another word it was like something was chocking my throat I wasn't able to breath but I took a deep breath and said my last words before going to my room " I don't hate you, I just...just thought you would be diffrent....and I like to live my life by my rules and opinions and not to be controlled" I didn't wait a second and went away closing the door shut.

He removed his shirt amd went to take a showere to cool his mind and was long there thinking about the thing happened before, he turned the tap of and went out to his room wrapping an towel around his waist.

And saw the bags thrown on the bed,"She shopped so many clothes today, but I didn't get the message of my credit card being used, does she despise me so much, that she don't want to use my money" He picked up the bag and a shirt fell out. He picked it up and it was a turtle neck white sweatshirt. He hurriedly checcked all the other shopping bags there were zippers , hoodies, tracks, tshirts, jackets all that would suit him. He left it there wore his clothes and went in hurry to her room.

I was sitting at the window looking outside and heard a knock on the door but I didn't wanted to talk to any one so I didn't replied, the door opened and he came in, I turned to look outside again.Walking to me he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. " What are you doi..." He suddenly pressed his lips against me, I pushed him back "What do you think you are doing" He came forward again I thought he was going to do it again but this time he hugged me.

"I don't want to loose you, I want you here by my side everday" He was saying it sincerely, I could feel that but if this sincerity is coming with a price of being locked up in this house for rest of my life I don't want it.But at the same time I didn't wanted to break his heart.

" I can stay with you all you want but you can't take away my freedom, I promise to stay loyal to you if you promise to not boss me around"

I thought he will not agree but

"I can give you what you want....but I wont stand calm if you do something you shouldn't"

So he only needed this? if the real Fenfang would have reasoned with him and didnt listened to others maybe she would have not ended the way she did.

I let him go and nodded looking him in the eyes.He kissed me and this time insted of pushing him back I replied to it by wrapping my arms around his neck.