Chp. 8-New memories

As I was sleeping soundly beside LiQiang, Some flashes started going through my head.

----Flashes------

It was real Fenfang but 10 yrs old, she was crying because her mom was dead, Meifen was beside her...."Can't believe this happened to your mom...If your dad hadn't called her and told her to go over...maybe she would have still been alive..I don'tthink I would have been able to forgive him for this." wait what is she spouting about in her head...

She went and fought with her father.. she never called him dad after that...even after few years she didn't stopped making trouble for him...and even did something as drugged her own big brother they loved her so much but coming in wrong influence she did so many things to her only family....but even at this time LiQiang was always by her side, but she even went against him making him more angry...

Her brother became addicted to drugs, and her father's company went bankrupt and he died with an heart attack...

----End of flashes-----

I got up suddenly with tears in my eyes, My heart ached at all this, or more like her heart ached after all this and finally came to sense.

LiQiang woked up....and held my hand...

"Nightmare?"

I took a deep breath, and turned to him...

"I want to go home, just for 2 days please...I want to see my family...please just 2days" I pleaded him in hope he would let me...

He hugged me..."You can" those two words and I could breath again. Later that morning I got dressed up with beautiful yellow dress tied my hair up and put some light makeup...

LiQiang entered the room.."I have told butler Li he will get the car ready."

"Thank you" were the only words I could think of right now.He sighed gave a kiss on my forehead and went to his office.

My thoughts were full of the flashes last night...She had a family with her, loving her with all her heart but she listened to an outsider and lost them in the end...Suddenly I'm greatfull of being reborn here, Now I have a father and brother but I feel guilty cause I'm not their Fenfang, what if they notice the change in me and get suspicious, but even if they dont accept

me.I will not let anyone do anything to my family.

I took adeep breath and got ready to meet my family.

-------Zhang family's house-------

I stepped out of the car in frount of a big villa and walked to the gate, the guard opened the gate and I walked in..I entered the house, Butler Huang greeted me..

"Welcome back miss" and with a polite smile asked "What brings you here miss?"

I looked at my feet not sure what to say...Fenfang didn't had a good relation with her family, but her family still loved her with their whole heart and so did eveyone in the mansion. Butler Huang studied my expression and spoke " I will inform master about your arrival" I was surprised by how he understood ,but then again they knew her from her childhood. "Thankyou" I replied him. He looked at me with shock for a second but then bowed and turned to inform father.

Taking a seat on the sofa in front I was playing with my hand nervously.When I felt an presence in front of me I looked up. There he was standing in front of me, He looked like he was in his 50s but had a very healthy body, even after her mom died he didn't marry another women beacuse of his childrens and used to always dote on his both son amd daughter . He took a seat in front of me. Looking at his eyes I felt loneliness, I could tell how hurt he was. Avoiding my gaze he bent over resting his elbows on his knees. "Do you need more allowances, Or any new object you want me to buy?...its surprising you came all the way here"

That's right Fenfang moved from her home to the school dorms on advise of Meifen, And hardly came back.. everytime she came back was to demand something from her father which was also the demand of Meifen.But he never refused her and gave everything she asked for.I sighed and was finding words to start the conversation.

Half an hour went by but I couldn't find right words to start a conversation. He was sitting in front of me reading magazine. But even after so much time I didn't say anything he stood up and turned around to walk away.... seeing him walk away I finally spoke...."DAD" listening to my words he suddenly turned around "What did you say?"

I took a deep breath and speaked again looking straight in his eyes "Daddy "