And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again

I know you won't need me anymore.

I would to tell you that I will wait for you, that I will always be here, whatever happens, but...

I think I don't have much left.

The fact of spending the same days now, lying on the bed crying, of not even being able to sleep and eat anymore, of not having the only person next to me that I wanted to be there forever, whom I trusted blindly...

They are destroying me more and more.

I continually hurt myself, both physically and psychologically, I can't longer stop, I have entered a loop that never ends...

I'm suffering.

And I'm tired.

I'm tired of all this.

The question I have been asking myself for a while is: is it really worth it to continue like this, to continue to feel bad like this?

And no, only now I realized that it's not worth it...

So here I am, again in front of the mirror with the usual contraption in hand, all consumed now...

I hope it's the right choice, at least this time.