Family

I want to throw away myself from the second floor.

Like running from the back of the bathroom through the balcony fall, but I think by the time I actually reach the ground, father's guard would have built a trampoline, the maids would have called ambulance, mother would have fainted in the ground, my brothers would have been called back from their business trips and father would look at the chaos with a pissed face.

I'm still not ready to have my lunch money cut… how am I going to treat my friends with food if I have no money?

'Yoo Soojin this is fifth time to rejected another bachelor this month when are you going to settle down like the rest of your brothers?'

I let out a groan, there I saw mother pulling the blinds out, groaning at brightness I cover myself in my blankets.

'I'll start settling down when I found the man I'll settle down with,' I mumbled in my sleep.

The woman had stared at her daughter and she let a huff.

'I'll be in my grave by the time you get a boyfriend…'

'Well it's better than nothing mother…' the woman glare at her daughter as she walk her way in front of her daughter and pulled the sheets away.

'Your father wouldn't say the same thing Soojin… Get ready downstairs your father wants to speak to you and your brothers…'

'Jisung and Hyukjae oppa are back from their business trips?'

'Your brothers arrived last night on your date, they insist to pick up but your father wouldn't let them.'

'It would be better if they had picked me up…' I mumbled

'Come on jinni… get up, your father wants to talk.'

I look at mother as I groan,' Please not another blind date…'

'It's not another blind date… Soojin-ah just please come downstairs…'

'Fine…' her mother looked at her daughter and nodded.

I look at the time and she it was 5:27 and school doesn't start in another one and half hour and I'm already out of bed.

Being the only daughter of a famous Businessman has its perk, all of the pretty bags, sparkly shoes and all of the pretty Barbies every Birthday, Easter and Christmas.

It was great life when you're still in diapers but when you're at the age where you want to live a bit mature and actually asked to not be babied anymore they wouldn't listen. The burden just doesn't even last there, since you're still a highschooler you want to live like normal teenagers do, go to party, have fun with your friends, heck you're supposed to go on dates with the person you love.

Every single day I had dread to wake up with another dress shove into my face as I was told that a dinner date was scheduled for me, I was not allowed to go to parties and studies are my priority and I don't get to chose my love life, an arrange marriage is likely happening if this keep up.

Suddenly I heard the door knock and the door knob suddenly twist.

'Miss Yoon… I have your school uniform ready and driver Lee will be downstairs with your bag, you have exactly 10 minutes before you have to go down and another 30 minutes to have breakfast with your parents, they expect you to be in the garden since your father insisted to have breakfast there…' I looked at Miss Han, as I try to process all of that in and she looks at me and smile.

'Come on Miss, you need to change – off you go' she then push me inside the changing room and hang the dress as she closes the door.

I change quickly and I grab my red book and ran downstairs and went straight to the garden.

I was about to go in went I feel a hand had grabbed me and I see that Miss Han was the one who had grabbed me and usher me behind the pillars.

'I would advise you go in there empty handed Young Miss, I don't think your father is in time for jokes as usual here –' she ushered me to hand my book as she promise it will be in the car an handed me a tray of tea –' Chrysanthemum tea, just how your father would like.' Muttering a small thank you I balance in one hand and Miss Han 'tut'.

'It's better if you hold it like –'she grabbed my other hand –'like this, wouldn't want your parents to know Miss.'

I thank Miss Han as I joined my parents and brothers in the garden, I would mentally pray a billion thank you to Miss Han for reminding me, I might come off from a wealthy family but I'm in love with working. But my parents would have disapproved in me working in the place because they think it might ruin their image.

I'm a waitress in a café just a few blocks where Choonhee lives, that's why she was one of the girls I meet. I had been working a part time there where an old lady had, she was looking for helper and I kind of pity here because she looked like she had no avail so I asked her I could help and she agreed, she offers to pay me but I turn down and instead she said I could bring home one of the café's pastries all I want, she told me that I was filling in for her grandson for and he will only be helping with the pastries hence the lovely smelling pastries every time I work.

I begin to walked into the garden and I could see that two of my brothers were in chairs that was available in the porch while father and mother was intently talking which each other, butler Kim announce my arrival and all of them had looked through my directions.

'Now tell me Yoo Soojin, why did you reject another bachelor that I've given you?'

So much for early morning tea