first day as a baby...

In his mind he was questioning his ability to become a good father. He was extremely afraid that the kids would not like him.

Alina slowly drifted to sleep. Alex gently handed alina to mammy. Mammy asked him whether he wanted to hold lily too but Alex just fled saying that he still has some work to do.

Alex went to his room, where Eliza was resting after giving birth. Eliza had just finished eating when Alex entered their room.

He waited patiently for the maids to leave by the door. Seeing that Alex wanted maids to leave, maids hurried up whatever they were doing.

As soon as the door closed after the maids left, Alex's eyes became watery and he jumped to hug Eliza as he told her what happened.

"Do you think that the baby hates me for changing its gender records from the moment it was born" Alex whimpered as he hugged Eliza waist.

"Of course not dear, she's a baby and I am sure when she is old enough to understand everything she will understand our choice" Eliza gently patted Alex head. She not only said this for Alex but for herself too. She was also feeling guilty on changing the gender of the baby. But they both knew that they have no choice but to do this, this was to protect both the babies.

Alex kept on whining while Eliza kept on telling him that he was going to be good father and everything would be alright.

Alina woke up with hunger. Alina didn't want to sleep again after the maids fed her. Her eye sight was still hazy and she still had no control over her body.

It was hard for alina to believe that she has gone back in time and was now a baby one more time. She didn't know how to react to that but there was one thing she was sure of and that was that she would not let the future repeat itself. This time she will protect her family.

Alina tried to clench her palm with determination but she failed miserably. She sighed mentally [these days are going to be especially long].

Alina thought back to the memories she gained before she woke up. She experienced everything as if she was the main person, she felt all emotions associated with the memories but she knew that they were not hers.

The memories were of the person who came to rescue her. The girl name was alina Ian. This was alina name as well.

Well Ian was her guy name which her parents gave her when she was dressing up as a guy and alina was her middle name.

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ATTENTION

Author here ^u^

From here on I will use Ian as alina name.

Every time I mention the name alina would be for the person who saved Ian. This is not a rule so maybe in the future there might be times where I would use alina for Ian. If use alina for Ian I would tell you guys in the authors note and probably you will know who I am talking about by reading….

Before this gets more confusing, let's go back to the story >u<

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Ian had alina's memories till the moment alina saved her. At that time alina was 24 years old. She was on vacation with her friends. Alina suffered from hallucinations due all the things she had experienced in her life. That was why her friend Sandra did not believe that alina saw something in the water.

These hallucinations were rare but they were extremely realistic and would cause alina to have nightmares.