Chapter one

Dear self:

"the day after my 18th birthday, my father passed away. And just like most people I am having quite a hard time trying to recover from losing him.

However my mother just turned into a sex thirsty hoe. And before you say that I'm not supposed to speak of my mom like like or whatever. Just keep reading

After my dad died my mother would bring a different guy home everyday. Sometimes it felt like she didn't care about me or my dad at all

Anyway just to be clear I knew my mom was cheating on my father. I found out when I was 15 but she threatened me not to tell him about it by saying that she would take away my phone. I just got my first phone a couple days before that so I didn't want to give it up so I just kept quite about it.

It wasn't even six months after my dad died and my mother decided that she wants a new man/husband. I was totally against it. I mean even thou she didn't care or love my father at all she should have at least mourned the one year. But no she had to decide to get married again! Like why?

I was completely against it and I had my reasons like firstly:his name is Cesar HAWKE.... His surname is hawke how much worst could it get. And my mother is gonna change her surname to his then her name will be Clara hawke it just doesn't sound right

Secondly :he looks like a pervert. And I have a hunch that he is only marrying my mother for the money she is going to receive for my father's death

When I told her that I refuse to let her marry him she decided to uninvite me from the wedding. She uninvited her own daughter from her wedding. But truth be told I didn't want to attend I didn't want to see my mother marry someone that is not my father.

After they got married and when Cesar moved in I found out that along with a step father I have a step brother too. And ngl he's so ho- wait what I'm supposed to be upset.

Ohh and by the way I'm trinity"