Chapter four

OH MY GOD!! WHAT?!?!!? I-s he... No it can't be. Nonono. Why. It's not true. That would mean that my dad isn't my dad and my mom lied not only to him but to me too. Is Cesar actually my dad. That's absurd. He can't be. I look nothing like him. I'm not like him. I don't want him to be my dad. No this can't happen.

Tears gather in my eyes but I don't let them fall. I will not let him win he will not see me break.

"hey" he takes me out of my thoughts "maybe you should speak to your mother about it, but anyway, you should already be aware that I am a very busy man so I got to go. Enjoy your day sweetheart" he walks to the door grabs his jacket and keys, he turns to me winks and then leaves.

Omg this man, I hate him so damn much. What am I going to do now. Wait I should speak to mom.

"mom" no reply

"MOMM" still no reply

"she isn't here, she left like 20 minutes ago" Rylan says walking toward the kitchen

"what today is her day off she is supposed to be at home"

"yeah but she said that she needed a few things from the convenient store. She should be back just now" he says while pouring orange juice then he stops and stares at me

"why you look like that"

"like what" I asked confused

"like you saw a ghost your face is pale what is wrong trenny?"

Should I tell him or not. I don't know what if he takes his dad's side or say that I am lying or something. I don't know if I can trust him

Rylan isn't like Cesar thou. I never saw Rylan get violent or yell or even do something to make another feel uncomfortable or intimidated so maybe I can trust him. I should be able to tell someone about what just happened and since mom isn't here I guess I should talk to my step brother

At this point I just need to get everything out of me I need someone to listen to me. Even if that person has to be the son of the cause of my problem

"it's about your father Rylan but I don't know if he is lying though" I tell him and her just looks at me worried before speaking

"ok what did he do to you trenny did he hurt you!?"

"no he didn't hurt me he just groped my ass but -"

"that sick bastard how dare he" he cuts me off

"no Rylan wait u see when my mom and dad where getting married mom was already there months pregnant." I looked down at the floor "she was pregnant with me" I went silent

"ok and"

"dad didn't recall sleeping with mom because they never did but she said that he did while he was drunk so that's why they got married. It's because he thought that I was his child." tears started to gather in my eyes but I refuse to look at rylan

"ok so do you know who your real dad is?"

"y-yes" "it's Cesar" I finally let the tears flow freely

So my father is your father too "he looks at me in disbelief

" yeah well that's what Cesar told me. Please tell me that he is lying "I looked hopefully at him

Rylan looked at me and noticed the tears falling and then he wiped them away before taking me to my room