The eternal loop

"I'm back....again" I thought looking at my hand which were smaller.

"Wait....that means" Jumping out from the bed i ran downstairs shouting.

"MOM.....DAD.....you're really alive" I screamed hugging mom who was getting ready.

Seeing me came running with a panicked face she asked.

"Allen...? What wrong...?did you had a nightmare"

"mmhmm"

"Don't worry, it's just a dream. You're a big boy aren't you...come on lets get your face washed up."She said walking me to the washroom.

"Hey....what happened? I heard Allen scream..Is he hurt?"Dad also came running.

His tie is crooked.He must have been in the middle of changing.

"Wait...no,,,not again.." I suddenly remembered what was gonna happen next.

"Allen..."

"Noo....you can't go" I said quickly cutting her off.

"What..?"

"You're going to work right..You shouldn't go."

"Look dear, i know it's your birthday. But it's important for us to go today."

"Nooo , it's dangerous.I won't let you go." i said hugging her again.

"Is this because of the nightmare"

"mmhm" i nodded.

"Silly boy. I told you it's just a dream. you don't have to be afraid of it." She said pinching my nose.

"No it's not. And i wont let you go today."

No matter what they told me i didn't agree to it. Even father tried to make me understand. But i didn't bulge.

Not today. I wouldn't let that tragedy happen again.

But alas everything wont go according to what we want.

As soon as aunt Diane arrived they passed me to her and slipped out.

And then the tragedy repeated.

Once more i stood upon their grave with heavy eyes.

I think i know why i wont cry.

It's because i'm used to it. I've seen this too many times.

"It's easy, right Allen" I thought looking upwards as the rain fell on to my face mixing with the tears which were flooding out of my eyes.

"Like hell it is...." Screaming loudly i evaded aunt Diane who was near me and ran outside the graveyard into the road there. And jumped in front of the car that came.

Then i saw red.

I could hear people rushing toward me. Some shouting, crying. They picked me up. And my eyes shut slowly.

Again i woke up in the familiar bedroom of mine.

I ran down.....saw my parents...tried to stop them...they didn't.....then they dies.....and i commit suicide again, waking up in my room.

I tries the same again , i tried telling them directly. They laughed it off as a child's nightmare.

I tried hurting myself , so that they could take me to the hospital and not go to the lab instead.

But it looks like fate has decided to go full as***le on me.

As soon as I was fine , they were called again and then.....

Every SINGLE...TIME.......

So what if i can go back in time. I still can't even save my parents.

This is HELL.

I don't even know how many times i went back....When will this stop...?

"I want this to end....Please....." I cried out loud , laying on my bed.

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"I'm afraid that it is not that simple,my child." I raised my head in surprise when another voice was heard.

And i was in a place which looked like it was made out of clouds.There was a bright light in front of me which seemed to be shaped like a....man.?

"Wh....who are you...? where am i....what is this place...?" I asked questions one after another.

"Fear not child....i am not of any harm. I....am the One Above All.

I see through many eyes. I build with many hands.

They are themselves, but they are also me. I am all-powerful. My only weapon is love."

"Yo...you're God..!" I said surprised.

"Yeah.....you can call me god."

"Then tell me. Why am i like this. What did i do to deserve all of this. "

"It's not what you HAVE done Allen. It's what you SHOULD do."

"What.?" i said confused.

"You are much more than what you think you are." He said while a hologram like image formed between us.

Before creation of your universe itself, there were six singularities. Then the universe exploded into existence, and the remnants of these systems were forged into concentrated ingots... Infinity Stones."

He concluded as the image showed six different stones.

"What does it have to do with me...? "

"Ohhh it has much...YOU are the existance which is meant to clear out the path of stones."

"I..don't understand."

"You remember the dusting away don't you." He stopped getting a reaction from me before continuing.

"That is the result of Titan Thanos using the stones, to kill half the population in your universe."

"What...! K.....kill half the universe...?"

"It's much better if i just show you." He said as a stream of light went inside me from him.

"What did yo....AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH" I screamed clutching my head, as an intense pain hit me.

After sometime the pain finally subsided. And new memories begun to surface in my mind.

"What....is this....Thanos....avengers....guardians.....Marvel..?" I looked at the one above all in confusion.

"I've been living inside a comic book this whole time..?"

"Of course not.You're as real as it could get. Those are the reflections of your universe in another one.

What i have given you is called the cosmic knowledge. Since you're a mortal you wont be able to use it to it's full potential. But this will help you in your journey ahead."

"Wait.....I....I can't go against someone like that. I will die in an instant."

"Of course you will. That's your problem how you survive my child.I have already given you the path.But it's all up to you now."

"Why are you doing this....?Why me....?" I asked fast as my hands had begun to fade.

"It's the stones who chose you,not me. As for why am i doing this.....just think of it like a father's goodwill towards his children"

"But...." Before i could even finish, i disappeared completely.

"I bid you good luck my child" He said looking at the spot where the youth disappeared.

"Is this alright my lord." An entity with three faces asked coming into the view.

"Hmm.....the fate of the multiverse now hangs upon his shoulders.If the cycle of destruction were to continue it would result in the collective incursion of all that is in the multiverse."

"I could just erase thanos. Would't that be much more simple...?" The golden entity asked again.

"If only we could do that. But thanos is still needed for the future. WE cannot simply eliminate him"

"But...can the boy do that...?"

"He will. He must."