FOREVER ALONE

Ten days! Ten fucking days since Daniel and I broke up with each other. I cried my self to sleep every nights. My subconscious kept telling me I was a witch for breaking up with a guy over the phone.

Today I made up my mind to forget about Daniel and move on. I assured my self with time I would forget all about him. I bathed for the first time since I ended Daniel and I relationship. I combed my hair and styled it.

As I looked at myself in the mirror, I remembered when Daniel combed my hair.

"I love your hair, you are the only girl who I have talked with that has a mixture of brown and blond hair colour" he said gazing at me as at the mirror", I blushed and looked away from him.

"No!" I shouted. I shook my head violently. "You are out of my life Daniel,it is for our good". I wiped away my tears streaming down on my face. When I was true with dressing, I went to the living room.

My mum sat on the couch watching keeping up with the Kardashians. I cringed internally, wondering what she found interesting watching in ias

When I came closer to her she looked up at me. Her eyes widened with surprise. It was very obvious she was not expecting to be here. I won't blame her when i had spent the past ten days locked in my room crying

" How are you?"she asked looking at me cautiously. I smiled at her as I grabbed the remote from her hand and changed the channel to a documentary show. I turned my face towards her.

"I am fine" I smiled again. She cleared her throat. I knew she was struggling to hold her smile.

"I have this tea party I was invited and it is today, she said. I looked at her weirdly wondering why she was telling me.

" So?"I shrugged. She rolled her eyes. I wonder why she is allowed to do that but when I do that to her she smacks my head.

"I want you to go", she said. " I won't be able to go because an emergency came up at the hospital".

The last thing I needed right now was to go to old people gathering and sipping tea with them telling me how they were my age.

I am sure she knew what I was thinking,because she sighed loudly.

"There would be people of your age, it is not for old people"she rolled her eyes. I wanted to ask her why she could not ask my siblings to go...but if I want to stop thinking of Daniel,this will be starting point,by going to the tea party.

I sighed. She knew I had made up my mind because she smiled at me. I glared at her playfully.

" OK I will"I raised up my hand surrendering. " What time is the party?"I said.

" Two pm I guess" she said returning her gaze back to the television. She realized the channel and looked at me angrily.

"Change this channel" she said dramatically. When i changed it, i stood up and went to my room to prepare for the party. I hope i wont regret it, i thought.